We Run Like a River

CHA Girls Basketball: Chicago Regional Final 2.10.12

2012-02-11T00:41:00.001-06:00

CHA Girls Basketball: Chicago Regional Final 2.10.12, a set on Flickr.

So proud of our girls who put up a valiant fight tonight ... grateful for the sacrifice of our coaches for their dedication and purpose ... thankful that there are men and women still heeding the call to STAY and work with our kids in the city through sports. We press on!

And I Remember ...

2011-12-19T21:17:00.000-06:00

Blizzard of February, 2011

2011. December. A week of intense work deadlines and everyday life had left me spent and empty. All it took was Sarah McLachlan and the Barenaked Ladies singing their version of "God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen" to cause me to tear up and let it go. It’s usually when we think we’re doing our very best to keep up our fake facade that those cracks begin to slowly show up. You only see them when you look close enough and life is hard enough already. It’s good to let it go and exhale. Rest. Remember. Worship. That is what the song is calling us to do.

“God rest ye merry gentlemen; Let nothing you dismay.

Remember Christ our Savior was born upon this day.

To save us all from Satan's power when we were gone astray.

O tidings of comfort and joy.

Comfort and joy.

O tidings of comfort and joy.

Caitlyn gave birth to a little boy on February 25th. Taj arrived a little early due to a few medical complications; but, he is healthy, growing and a beautiful addition to our family. His two bottom teeth finally came in and he is busy standing up with the aid of furniture, trying to bypass crawling altogether. I enjoy watching “Little Einsteins” with Taj because he enjoys the music and I like the art. On Christmas Day, Taj will be 10-months-old. He makes us laugh and has given us new names, “Nana” and “Papa.”

From God our Heavenly Father, this blessed angel came;

and unto certain shepherds brought tidings of the same.

How that in Bethlehem was born the Son of God by name.

O tidings of comfort and joy ...

Let's go, Alex; let's go Hope!

Caitlyn and Alexandra are busy with their respective schools. Caitlyn continues her pursuit of her chemistry degree at the University of Illinois at Chicago. She added a French class this past semester, which was fun for me to talk to her about. Darrin and I are very proud of how hard she has worked to balance her school work and motherhood. Alexandra is now a high school sophomore at Chicago Hope Academy. She joined the volleyball and indoor soccer team this fall; but, basketball remains her favorite sport. During the Summer, Alex spent four weeks up at Honey Rock Camp in Wisconsin. She was able to kayak with her friends on Lake Superior. In November, family and friends helped us celebrate Alex’s 16th birthday with a Sweet 16 party at Palermo’s.

Alex (3rd from left) and her Honey Rock friends

O star of wonder star of night,

Star with royal beauty bright.

Westward leading still proceeding;

Guide us to thy perfect light.

Papa and Taj

Darrin continues to work at AT&T, but things are getting tough. Their union contract with the company is up next year; so, the union is telling everyone to prepare for the worst. Darrin’s joy and release comes from playing golf. Two of his friends, Kevin and Jay, are always willing to join him out at an indoor driving range in the colder months or at a park district course in the warmer weather. I was able to finally convince Darrin to sign up and train for two long-distance races, which we completed this past year: the Soldier Field 10 Mile, which we ran together on Memorial Day weekend and the 13.1 Chicago in June (his first half marathon). The 13.1 Chicago race was actually black-flagged due to weather conditions, but we were able to still make it across the finish line and receive our medals.

Born a King on Bethlehem's plain.

Gold I bring to crown Him again.

King for ever ceasing never;

Over us all to reign.

Foster the People

O star of wonder, star of night ...

U2
(I get my music appreciation from my mom).

Sir Paul McCartney

Bright Eyes

Jonny Buckland and Chris Martin of Coldplay

My year has been full of learning my new job responsibilities, training for two half marathons and lots of concerts (the music and running keep me sane). I probably attended more concerts this year than ever before. Arcade Fire and The National in April; Sugarland and Little Big Town in May (let’s say I accompanied the family because many know I’m not a country girl); the Go-Go’s in June down in Florida (Taj’s first concert); U2 and Interpol in July; Def Leppard and Heart; Paul McCartney at Wrigley Field in August; and I finally attended my first Lollapalooza, with headliner Coldplay on an incredibly hot Summer night at Butler Field surrounded by thousands.

The second half marathon that I ran this Summer was the Chicago Half Marathon on September 11th. It was a special day as our country marked the 10-year anniversary of the

9-11 tragedy. A restored fire truck from New York was the lead vehicle for the race. I had purposed in my heart back at the start of my training that I'd run to honor the memory of the 2,977 people that were killed. It was a beautiful day for a run and we all stood together to remind the world that we will never forget. We ran strong in tribute to our fallen.

Glorious now behold Him arise.

Jennifer K. (left), me and Mark at the start of the Chicago Half

King and God and Sacrifice.

Alleluia, Alleluia.

Worship Him God most high.

Todd, me, Aunt Mickey and Uncle Bill

And I remember ... seeing my grandson for the first time; early morning prayers with a friend; the joy of freshly brewed coffee at 5:30 a.m.; still dreaming of Paris mornings and Dublin nights; Win Butler & company jumping right into “Ready to Start” with such raw, pure energy at the beginning of the set and then sliding right into “Keep the Car Running”; Wednesday night yoga; watching Taj roll over; cheese from Pastoral; honeysuckle growing wild and fuller hydrangeas; the community of runners and walkers that greet me during my weekend runs at Marquette Park; The Wizarding World of Harry Potter; the wisdom of older women; high-fives; singing along with Ann Wilson to all the songs that I grew up listening to on WLS; the hot sand of Cocoa Beach; a Winter wedding; watching Alexandra participate in her sporting events; hanging with my cousins in October; hearing of cancer diagnoses, but knowing my friends are winning the battle; chowder in Boston; apple picking; Mt. Monadnock in New Hampshire; witnessing one of my bosses find love and marry at 65; Friday night lights on the West Side - Chicago style; pushing myself to a point physically in weather conditions that I began to wonder if I had truly gone over the edge; seeing the city from Jackson Park on a Sunday morning; pushing myself to forgive; hugs from the 4's and 5's on Sundays; singing along with everyone to “Hey Jude” and dancing in the aisle when the old guy told me to sit down; answers to prayer; burgers at Sweetwater; lunchtime runs along the lake on hot Summer days; hearing a voice that’s still whispering; completing the 26.2 Windy City Challenge; watching and hearing the boys from Ireland perform an impromptu and rare version of “One Tree Hill”; the ability to fill my lungs with air to breathe and muscles that continue to propel this still 40-something body; and just how good God is.

"With or Without You" U2360 Soldier Field
July 5, 2011

O star of wonder star of night;

Star with royal beauty bright.

Westward leading still proceeding ...

Taj napping in my garden

2012. May the new year bring you much love and peace. We pray that during this holiday season, you will be reminded of the blessings and gifts that money cannot buy. “For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Savior, which is Christ the Lord.”

Guide us to thy perfect light."

“God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen” Old English Carol

Aunt Mickey and I atop Pack Monadnock

Layne and Caitlyn

Alex, Judi, Sandy, Taj and Caitlyn

Canning-Nevills-Corona-Osborn Family

Looking Back ... 10 Years Later

2011-09-11T04:07:00.001-05:00

Looking toward lower Manhattan from Liberty Island in August, 2004.

Some days, it seems as if it happened yesterday ... my recollection of that day can be way too clear at times. It was a beautiful, sunny, Tuesday morning walk down Leavitt to the 'el station at 35th & Archer. I walked on the right side of the street. At that point, it seemed like a typical work-day morning on the train. I was happy because I was actually going to be early getting to the office. Since the back door to our office was broken, I had to enter through the side front and cut-thru the file room, somehow finding myself passing our main conference room with all of the attorneys circling around a fuzzy TV picture. I asked what was going on and someone said something about "some type of air plane crash ... some type of possible terrorist action." I rushed back to my desk where the lady next to me had one of those mini-TV's on. I saw the smoke rising from the Twin Towers ... ABC News was on and I picked up the phone and called my mom right away. "Mom, something terrible has happened in NY ... call Aunt Mickey." (We have family that lives in NY -- Long Island). It was impossible to get on the Internet. Everything was jammed and it's impossible to pick up AM radio stations downtown. We heard rumors that there were missing planes ... that a plane was headed towards the Sears Tower ... then a plane crashed into the Pentagon ... next, all the planes were ordered down to land at nearby airports. It was so surreal -- everyone was trying to pickup whatever info we could from whatever sources were available. There were lots of phone calls to family, friends, coworkers we knew in other places.

To say that we were in shock as we watched the first tower fall was, well, an understatement. I mean, I just couldn't believe it. It was a horrific site --- just knowing that there were people trapped and then to see them killed in that manner. I cried ... a lot of us cried. Our building was ordered to evacuate. The entire Loop was shut down. We were on the top floor at LaSalle and Washington (43rd floor), which was kitty corner from City Hall and 3 1/2 blks. from the Sears Tower. You could look down from the windows and see a mass of people fleeing downtown heading towards the Metra and 'el stations. We heard more rumors: that all public transportation was shut down. Calls were made to find out that this info was not true. I would say, by 10:00 a.m. our firm was officially closed.

I had to call family ... call the girls' school to find out what was happening there. Mrs. Murphy, the school secretary, said that they were keeping school in session because it would be better to keep the kids there locked down and secure because no one really knew what was going on yet. The principal went to each classroom and in an age-appropriate way, briefed the kids on what was happening. The older kids were able to see a little bit of the images from TV. I called my mom and made sure that she was getting out of downtown. My dad's steel plant was shutting down and they arranged to meet each other. I left the office sometime after 11:00 a.m. It was a ghost town down here. I ran into an old co-worker on the 'el platform and we cried. Lots of tears on the train. We were scared to be down here, too. Got off the train and it was so incredibly quiet. I have never heard it that quiet in the city before.

So, that same walk down Leavitt to my in-laws' house was different. My father-in-law was waiting on the porch for me ... cried again.

I picked up my car and went to Jewel to pick up a few things just in case there were curfews and/or food delivery problems. Everyone was talking to everyone, yet it was quiet. Lots of courtesy and sadness. Left the store and finally went home. Opened the door and found Darrin somberly sitting on the couch watching the coverage on TV. Hugged and cried. Watched TV and cried. I called Uncle Bill to make sure that my cousins in NY were okay. He told me that when my cousin Mark first heard, he jumped in a boat and headed down Long Island Sound over to the East River and tried to make it down to help. He was blocked by the Port Authority police from getting any further ... he saw the last tower fall as he watched from his boat.

I was walking from one room to another in our apartment when I heard a loud booming noise in the sky. I rushed to the window in the sitting room to see a fighter yet flying above our McKinley Park neighborhood. I knew at that point that the world had changed forever. We decided to head over to Archview (a local neighborhood restaurant) to just get away from the TV and wait to pick up the girls from school. The skies were again eerily quiet being that we live fairly-close to Midway Airport ... and yet they were clear and bluer than any blue sky I've ever seen before.

I've never seen that many parents, all at once, picking up their children at school. Alex was in kindergarten and Caitlyn was in 4th. Miss Ehlert, Alex's teacher, asked us if it was really true. I think all of the parents tried their hardest to keep it together in front of their kids without breaking down. It was hard to sleep that night ... lots of bad dreams and the only noise I heard was the scary rumble of the sonic booms coming from the fighter jets patrolling the skies above.

What do you remember when you look back? Never forget.

42

2011-09-05T23:04:00.001-05:00

42, originally uploaded by Meridith Louise.

I have lived half of my life at this point. It's a privilege that a few of my friends have not had.

"Those who are dead are not dead
They’re just living in my head;
And since I fell for that spell
I am living there as well
Oh ... "

I still can recall the sound of their voices. The tones; the accents; the familiar way they'd call my name. And then there are some voices that I strain to remember. I can see mouths move in pictures from memories past, but nothing comes out. Just like a bad dream where you're falling and you never seem to hit the ground.

Perhaps, that memory of their voice is just a gift that God leaves us when He takes home the ones who leave this earth a little too early.

"Time is so short and I’m sure
There must be something more." - "42" by Coldplay

Things You Shouldn't Do on Public Transportation

2011-06-21T17:52:00.001-05:00

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My Brush with Royalty

2011-05-01T21:16:00.002-05:00

PICT0097, originally uploaded by Meridith Louise.

King Albert (waving) and Queen Paola of Belgium just happened to be on an official state visit the day Janice and I were at the Cliffs of Moher during our trip to Ireland in October, 2007. I wonder if they attended Kate & Will's wedding.

Jen & Doug

2011-04-15T22:37:00.000-05:00

True Love is Worth Waiting For

Freedom Has a Scent ...

2011-03-25T16:13:00.001-05:00

IMG_4602, originally uploaded by Meridith Louise.

"... like the top of a new born baby's head." - Miracle Drug by U2

Happy one month birthday, Taj!

Looking Back 2010

2010-12-23T10:48:00.008-06:00


Darrin and his girls

2010. December. In a few short hours, a total lunar eclipse on the Winter Solstice will begin. Unfortunately, we won’t be able to see it here in Chicago due to snow and gray skies. Isn’t that a good analogy of life? Some magical event is about to happen or take place around us and our view is obstructed by someone or something. Just because we can’t see it, doesn’t mean that the event isn’t going to occur. Our sight might be hindered and we may be discouraged, but life goes on. We move forward ... “holding on tightly and breathing in life’s sweet breath.”

All the lonely people cryin'. It could change if we just get started. Lift the darkness, light a fire. For the silent and the broken hearted.

Alex running at the Nike Northside Southside Challenge in October.

Both Caitlyn and Alexandra graduated this past year from high school and grammar school, respectively. The “Salutatorian Sisters” each gave speeches during their graduation ceremonies and we celebrated their achievements with an open house for family and friends in June. * Alexandra is now a freshman at Chicago Hope Academy. She was a member of the cross country team this Fall and had a unique opportunity to run in the Nike Northside Southside Challenge during this year’s Chicago Marathon in October. After each meet, she’d break her “PR” (personal record) for time. Currently, Alexandra is in the middle of the girls basketball season at Hope. She is continuing to develop her ball handling and shooting skills. * Caitlyn started classes at the University of Illinois at Chicago in August, where she is a chemistry major and a member of the Honors College.

Caitlyn & Lottie on Halloween

Unexpected news took us by shock and surprise this Summer. We have shared the news with most of our family and close friends. The past few months have been rough, but we know that God is using this for His honor and glory. Caitlyn will continue to pursue her degree in order to accomplish her goal of becoming a forensic scientist and we will do all that we can to support her and our soon-to-be grand baby. Isn’t that what family is all about?

There's a comfort; there's a healing. High above the pain and sorrow.

Change is coming. Can you feel it? Calling us into a new tomorrow.

Darrin is, thankfully, still employed by AT&T. Over the Summer and into the Fall, Darrin took a few classes that were offered through the company. On his spare warm days off, Darrin manages to find time to sneak off to the driving range or he arranges outings with his golf buddies (whose numbers seem to be growing as the boys get older).

Bachelorette party fun.

My year: During the afternoon of January 12th, I received a breaking news alert email from CNN stating that a 7.0 earthquake had just struck Haiti. My best friend, Janice, and her fiancé, James, just happened to be in Gramothe, a town outside of Port Au Prince on a medical missions trip. We spent the next few days keeping in touch with the team’s contact person, Janice’s mom, friends, co-workers, the media and Congressional leaders to get the entire team home. Thank God for email, cell phones and 24-hour news channels! On January 16th, the girls and I had the privilege to welcome the team home in a private hangar at Midway Airport. Less than two months later, those same family, friends and co-workers who were part of that communications tree, joined together on a sunny March morning to witness the marriage of Janice & James. * At the end of Summer, I received a promotion at work and became the office manager at the firm. The past three months have been filled with lots of learning and challenges that have kept me on my toes and have given me a new appreciation for numbers and basic math. * Between the girls’ graduations, hosting the open house and the adjustments at work, I was only able to train for and run in the Chicago Half Marathon this past September with my good friend Jennifer. The race course was basically along South Lake Shore Drive, which was amazing in itself. It was also one of the hottest days of the years, which provided it’s own difficulties. Runners were falling like flies. Jen and I continued on. I’m grateful to have a friend that shares my love for running and motivates me to run strong and finish the course.

When the walls fall all around you When your hope has turned to dust.

Let the sound of love surround you Beat like a heart in each of us.

And I remember ... the beauty that you can sometimes miss in the every day moments of

Jennifer & I: another finish line crossed

life; early morning prayers with a friend; the joy of freshly brewed coffee at 5:30 a.m.; dreaming of Paris mornings and Dublin nights; supportive friends who are willing to listen and let me cry; cheese from Pastoral; honeysuckle and fuller hydrangeas; the community of runners & walkers that greet me during my weekend runs at Marquette Park; the wisdom of older women; an autumn wedding and garden reception; watching Alexandra participate in her sporting events; reconnecting with old friends; running the Shamrock Shuffle as a family; seeing the city from Jackson Park on a Sunday morning; the passing away of dear old friends; hugs from the 4's & 5's on Sundays; answers to prayer; lunches with friends at Elephant & Castle; lunchtime runs along the lake on hot Summer days; hearing a voice that’s still whispering; a very cold 5k race in November that left me chocolate-less; the ability to fill my lungs with air to breathe and muscles that continue to propel this still 40-something body; and just how good God is.

Won't you stand up? Stand up. Stand up. Won't you stand up you girls and boys?

2011. May the new year bring you much love and peace. We pray that during this holiday season, you will be reminded of the blessings and gifts that money cannot buy. “For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Savior, which is Christ the Lord.”

Won't you stand up? Stand up. Stand up. Won't you stand up and use your voice?"
“Stand Up” by Sugarland

The Cat of Christ Church Cathedral

2010-10-07T11:24:00.004-05:00

As we were leaving the evening song service, we noticed this woman preparing a late Sunday afternoon picnic for this kitty. It was very formal and cute.

The Cat of Christ Church Cathedral, Taken 10/7/07 in Dublin, Ireland; originally uploaded by Meridith Louise.

Dublin Calling ... How the Celebrations of the 40's Began

2010-10-05T22:43:00.001-05:00

Always fixated on time ... tomorrow will be the three year anniversary of our departure to Dublin to celebrate Janice's 40th birthday. The succession of those entering this new age is increasing each year as a whole new group of friends gets ready to join those of us already on "the other side." Music and places bring back such beautiful memories.

The famous Ha'penny Bridge over the River Liffey in the background.

This store is part of U2 history. Buskers take advantage of the location.

Arriving at the airport and taking our first Dublin Bus ride to the Temple Bar area. It was a cold, Sunday morning and we had somewhat of an idea of how to get to The Clarence. When we did exit the bus, the streets were made of cobblestones and all you could hear were the Guinness delivery trucks picking up the kegs that were left outside of the pubs from the night before. This picture ended up being chosen for use in a "Schmap" guide for Dublin in 2008.

One year ago today ...

2010-09-02T21:32:00.000-05:00


39, really

... my best friend and I landed in Paris to begin the celebration of my 40th birthday. It was the perfect time of the year to go (fewer tourists, cooler temperatures). I can't wait to go back again with my husband someday to explore all the parts of the city that I missed. Thought I'd share my journal entry that I wrote after the completion of our very first day, along with a few pictures, to add a little color.

September 3, 2009 at 1:57 a.m.:

"Gracias" has turned into "merci" and I have comfortably found my way around Paris -- The City of Light -- on this our first day.

The Deportation Memorial

A whirlwind day of which I won't soon will forget. I have survived on four hours of sleep in the past 36 hours. I have taken an hour run thru the streets of Paris and seen the Eiffel Tower for the very first time in my life and it brought an incredible child-like smile to my face. We toured Notre Dame and I was touched by the panels depicting Jesus' appearance to the disciples after His resurrection. The memorial to victims of the French Deportation during the Holocaust great moved me and brought tears to my eyes.

Carved wood panels inside Notre Dame

    Janice and I ended the night at an Irish pub on the River Seine where we finished in 2nd place as "Chicago Style" in a trivia challenge. We were awarded free shots of some concoction that looked like the Irish flag. We represented the "Second City" well. It was a great night.

    We're slowly figuring out the Metro and learning the neighborhood where our hotel is located. There are so many restaurants around. We even have an Afghanistani restaurant around the corner from us.

    Tired, excited, blown away -- can't believe that I'm finally here! Tomorrow's the Louvre.

    Bonswa!"

Street musician performing along the Seine River across from Notre Dame.

Joyeuse Fete Nationale ... Happy Bastille Day!

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IMG_3977, originally uploaded by Meridith Louise.

Wishing I was back in Paris to celebrate on this day. Freedom is a good thing.

Garden Update: June 30, 2010

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Echinacea

Between the girls' graduations and the open house, there has been no time to add my much hoped for raised bed vegetable garden in the back along our garage. It has been all about maintenance at this point. Here are a few pictures to show how the old tried and true are coming along. You just got to love perennials!

Bee Balm from my Aunt Mickey's garden in New Hampshire. It reminds me of fireworks.

This is the garden which is next to our patio. Very full - lots of color.

These are Weta's Tiger Lillies. I snagged these a few years ago when they were tearing down the house of my best friends that grew up next door to in Bucktown. Their entire green chain link fence was lined with these beautiful, tall Tiger Lillies. The Summer day I stopped by in the old neighborhood to see the demolition, I was able to slip into the yard and save a few and replant them safely in my own yard.

Baby bumble bee on Echinacea.

You might have heard news reports that the bumble/honey bee population is declining throughout North America. You can get involved in helping to contribute data to scientists to study tracking info on the population status of the bees, make a "bee friendly" garden, as well as the importance of bees (the good bees). Check out the Bee Spotter Project.

268 Years Ago ...

2010-04-13T12:00:00.001-05:00

George Frederic Handel's "Messiah" was performed for the first time on Fishamble Street in what is now known as the Temple Bar area of Dublin, Ireland. © Meridith Canning Photography

"Comfort ye, comfort ye My people, saith your God; speak ye comfortably to Jerusalem; and cry unto her, that her warfare is accomplished, that her iniquity is pardoned. The voice of him that crieth in the wilderness: Prepare ye the way of the Lord: make straight in the desert a highway for our God."

Recitative (Part I)

Naomh Pádraig

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A High Cross at Kilfenora, County Clare, Ireland. © Meridith Canning Photography

Happy St. Patrick's Day! St. Patrick was born c. AD 373 and is widely-known as the patron saint of Ireland. You can call him a missionary and evangelist, too. At age 16, he was taken captive by a group of pirates to Ireland and it was during this time, he came to a personal faith in Christ as he understood the gift of God's grace. “... before I was humbled, I was like a stone lying in deep mire, and He that is mighty came and in His mercy raised me up and, indeed, lifted me high up and placed me on top of the wall. And from there I ought to shout out in gratitude to the Lord for His great favours in this world and for ever, that the mind of man cannot measure.” (The Last Confession of Saint Patrick).

After a few years, he escaped back to Britain, but felt the call from God to return back to the land where he had previously been held captive in. Over the course of 60 years, Patrick traveled throughout Ireland preaching the Gospel and baptizing those who believed. Over the course of his ministry, many churches were established and elders ordained.

"I am greatly God's debtor, because he granted me so much grace, that through me many people would be reborn in God, and soon after confirmed, and that clergy would be ordained everywhere for them, the masses lately come to belief, whom the Lord drew from the ends of the earth, just as he once promised through his prophets: 'To you shall the nations come from the ends of the earth, and shall say, Our fathers have inherited naught but lies, worthless things in which there is no profit.' And again: 'I have set you to be a light for the Gentiles that you may bring salvation to the uttermost ends of' the earth.' (Ibid).

Sources: http://www.christiananswers.net/q-eden/patrick.html#_ftn4

The stone (left) which covered the traditional site of St. Patrick's Well. St. Patrick's Cathedral (right) in Dublin, Ireland.

Window in the Skies

2010-03-16T10:22:00.001-05:00

PICT0027_2, originally uploaded by Meridith Louise.

I took this picture inside Blarney Castle on a beautiful, October afternoon. I was trying to capture a multi-demensional shot with the two old window frames as the bridge between the trees in the background and the moss in the foreground.

Locate in County Cork, the original castle dates to AD 1210. The famous "Blarney Stone" lies at the top of the castle and as the legend holds, if you hang upside down to lean over to kiss the stone, you will be blessed with the "gift of eloquence" (a/k/a the gift of gab). Jance and I both managed the steep climb to the top and took part in the tradition.

"The shackles are undone.
The bullets quit the gun.
The heat that’s in the sun will keep us when there's none.
The rule has been disproved.
The stone it has been moved.
The grave is now a groove.
All debts are removed."

- Window in the Skies by U2

Life in Dublin

2010-03-14T22:05:00.001-05:00

PICT0010, originally uploaded by Meridith Louise.

Since St. Patrick's Day is a few short days away, I thought that I'd share a few pictures from my trip to Ireland in '07 this week. I was aiming to get the red door of the church down the street, but just as soon as I hit the shutter on my camera, a truck just happened to go by. Despite that mishap, I do like the way the picture captures a slice of daily life on a street in Dublin's Temple Bar neighborhood.

Crêpes + Nutella = Love

2010-02-02T11:43:00.001-06:00

IMG_4598, originally uploaded by Meridith Louise.

February 2nd is the the French holiday, La Fête de la Chandeleur, or Candlemas, as it is known in other parts of the world. It is celebrated on this day because it is 40 days after Christmas and it marks what is believed to be the date that Jesus would have been presented at the Temple for consecration. The festival was originally celebrated with a candlelit procession at mass. The holiday itself has become to be known simply as "crêpe day" in France. It is traditional to hold a coin in your writing hand and a crêpe pan in the other, and flip the crêpe into the air. If you manage to catch the crêpe in the pan, your family will be prosperous for the rest of the year.

While vising Paris in September, we did stumble upon numerous crêpe stands throughout the city. Simply, delicious!

Safe at Home

2010-01-22T10:28:00.003-06:00

IMG_7589, originally uploaded by Meridith Louise.

Members of the "Team 7" medical missions group from the Little by Little organization stand near the aircraft that brought them back home to Chicago's Midway Airport on 1/16/10. Also in the picture, Congressman Mark Kirk, who assisted in getting everyone back to Chicago.

Chicagoans Caught in Haiti Quake

2010-01-14T09:16:00.001-06:00

This is a clip that our local FOX affiliate ran last night on the Little by Little organization, which Janice & James are a part of:

Pray for Haiti

2010-01-13T12:15:00.001-06:00

This is my best friend, Janice, and her fiance, James. They are currently in Haiti serving on a short-term medical missions team through Mountain Top Ministries. They were supposed to fly home today, but due to the devastating 7.0 earthquake that struck the country yesterday, their return is unknown right now. There are 23 members of the medical team from the Chicagoland area that have been working at a clinic in the village of Gramothe for the past week. They worked into the night assisting two doctors at a local hospital where they treated over 100 severely injured people as a result of the earthquake. I received an email from Janice this morning. Everyone is shaken up, but okay. They are going back to the local clinic to help sort things out and attend to patients there. Please pray for the people of Haiti at this time. Haiti is the poorest country in the Western Hempishere and is not equipped to deal with an event of this magnititude. Also, please pray that God will keep Janice, James and the entire team safe as they provide medical assistance to the people of Haiti.

The Red Cross is reporting that over 3 million people will require aid. The Haitian prime minister believes that 100,000 people have died in the earthquake. Make a difference in your world by making a donation to: Haiti Earthquake Relief.

(Tribune photo by Jorge Cruz / January 13, 2010)

Looking Back 2009

2009-12-21T22:26:00.028-06:00

2009, December. Chicago experienced its earliest bout with sub-zero temperatures last week. The bitter sting of the frigid wind slapped every one of us making our daily trek walking up Randolph to our various office buildings on Thursday morning. We are of Midwestern stock. This is nothing new to us who call this city home. Sure, the first taste of it during the season is never pleasant; but, over time, you learn the proper way to bundle up, head out and carry on. So, we continued on walking up Randolph, with a shred of sunshine peeking out, and we moved forward – holding on tightly and breathing in life’s sweet breath.
“Every day I die again, and again I’m reborn. Every day I have to find the courage to walk out into the street with arms out, got a love you can’t defeat; neither down nor out. There’s nothing you have that I need, I can breathe, breathe now.

Caitlyn with her friends, Larissa and Aaron

Caitlyn’s junior year of high school came and went and she is now in her Senior year at Chicago Hope Academy. She spent a lot of time this fall working on college applications, taking her ACT and writing essays. Darrin and I cannot believe that our oldest will be graduating and heading off to college next year. It has been a tough few months, but she has pushed herself and done well. She has now received acceptance letters from eight different colleges and universities, and she has also received a few merit scholarships. Caitlyn is interested in studying forensic science. We are very proud of her and look forward to what God will be doing in her life.
The roar that lies on the other side of silence.

The forest fire that is fear so deny it.

Alexandra is now an 8th grader and counting down the days until graduation when she will get her cell phone (as well as how many more months until she gets her braces off). Practice just began this week for the upcoming basketball season at St. Andrew. The Bruins had a successful volleyball season this fall, taking first place in the conference tournament. Alex was also named an all-star. For this year’s Chicago Area Lutheran Association’s forensics competition, she placed 1st in Declamation for her rendition of a speech by Indian Chief Seattle.

Alexandra and her friend, Dominique, at the softball tournament in September.

In June, the contract between Darrin’s union and AT&T had expired; so, we were in limbo for a few weeks as to what was going to happen. There were lots of rumors swirling around about what the company was offering and what the union was demanding; but, after many weeks of slow negotiations, both sides finally reached an agreement. They now have a three-year contract, which, in this day and time, is all that we can ask for. Darrin has taken up a new sport/hobby: golf. On his days off (and in much warmer weather), he likes to head to the driving range to practice his swing or to a local golf course for a few rounds. In October, the family celebrated Darrin’s parents 50th wedding anniversary by throwing a surprise party in his mom and dad's honor. Many family and old friends came out to celebrate this special day with us.

Walk out into the street, sing your heart out. The people we meet will not be drowned out. There’s nothing that you have that I need. I can breathe now.

This past year I set out to reach some big goals in celebration of turning 40 in September. My friend, Jennifer, and I had talked during one of our runs last fall that this would be the year that we would run a half marathon. So, right after the Shamrock Shuffle in March, we started training for the 13.1 Chicago half marathon, which took place in early June. Jennifer had registered for the Chicago Marathon months beforehand and kept asking me to run it; while a few months earlier, my church announced that they were putting together a running team to raise money for frontline HIV/AIDS caregivers in Africa through World Vision. I felt my heart being tugged at. If I was ever going to run a marathon, it was going to be here in my hometown and it would be for a goal. So, after we ran the half, we started the 18-week marathon training program which required a lot of juggling of schedules, support of my family and sacrifice of sleep. I was grateful to have a few other friends running the marathon this year and we were able to provide encouragement to one another through our Facebook wall posts and chats at church. When that morning of October 12th finally rolled around, it almost seemed dream-like. All those months of training were done and it was time to just go out there and run the course. It was a cold, windy, and sunny Sunday in Chicago that day. The crowds that lined the streets were unbelievable. Just seeing all of the people cheering as we made our way through the different neighborhoods and hearing your named called out as you ran by was such a motivating feeling. The last six miles were tough because of calf cramps and the final three were the hardest. I could not have made it without the help of Jennifer who stayed alongside me the entire course. Darrin and the girls met us and different places along the course to cheer us on. It meant so much to see my parents out at Mile 21 and then to have my entire family, my best friend Janice, and the Zabors at the finish line. I ran as strong as I could and through the generous financial support of family, friends, co-workers and strangers, we were able to raise $ 985.00 toward helping to make a different in Africa through World Vision.

Paris in September ... this is where I celebrated my actual 40th birthday. My best friend, Janice, and I decided that we wanted to mark our milestone birthdays with a unique trip. She choose Ireland in ‘07 and I picked France this year. What can I say about the City of Light? It was more amazing than I had imagined. The culture, cuisine, the sights, the sounds ... it is easy to see why so many writers have gone to Paris for inspiration. We stayed in a hotel in the Latin Quarter and from there we set out each day on an adventure. We visited the Louvre, Musee d’Orsay (where my love of impressionism was further deepened); took the train down to Versailles to tour the palace and stroll the vast gardens of the former monarchy; took a cooking class with Chef Pino at Cook'n with Class (which was the highlight of our trip); rode to the top of the Eiffel Tower; walked around Montmartre; toured Notre Dame and Sacre-Coeur; continued our Summer concert tour with another Coldplay concert in Parc des Princes soccer stadium and rode the Metro everywhere! I especially enjoyed my two runs along the River Seine while I was there. It was very surreal and awe-inspiring to be able to take in all of the history and beauty as I wandered the city during my runs there. I will post the rest of the pictures with links to my flickr albums in the days and weeks to come, so check back.

We are people borne of sound.

The songs are in our eyes, gonna wear them like a crown ...

And I remember ... the beauty that you can sometimes miss in the every day moments of life; early morning prayers with a friend; the joy of freshly brewed coffee at 5:30 a.m.; dreaming of Paris mornings; winning tickets to meet the boys from Ireland at the Metro courtesy of ‘XRT; the working the concession stand along with other Chicago Hope parents at Altgeld Park on Friday nights; "you're Italiano"; honeysuckle and fuller hydrangeas; the community of runners and walkers that would greet me each weekend at Marquette Park during my long runs; watching Alexandra participate in her sporting events; chocolate croissants and café au lait; July road trip up to Alpine Valley to see Coldplay; Espresso Love GU; reconnecting with old friends; the last two miles of my first half marathon; singing the line "Chicago bursts to life" during the song "Hands Open" with Snow Patrol; seeing the city from Jackson Park on a Sunday morning; the long good-bye to my daughter’s classmate, Marcel; celebrating more “40th” birthdays; the day we lost the 2016 Olympic bid; hugs from the 4's & 5's on Sundays; landscaping the corner garden; running along the Seine River in Paris as the sun came up; opening night of the North American leg of the U2360 tour at Soldier Field and then going back the next night with Yvonne and the girls; Guitar Hero and Rock Band jam sessions in our basement; the sound of the people cheering as I ran up Roosevelt Road with Jen as we approached the final turn onto Columbus and made our way to the finish line; answers to prayer; celebrating an engagement; lunchtime runs up to the Adler Planetarium; hearing a voice that’s still whispering; the ability to fill my lungs with air to breathe and muscles that continue to propel this still 40-something body; and just how good God is.

Walk out, into the sunburst street, sing your heart out, sing my heart out.

2010. May the new year - this new decade - bring you much love and peace. We pray that during this holiday season, you will be reminded of the blessings and gifts that money cannot buy. “For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Savior, which is Christ the Lord.”

Thank you for being a part of our lives.

I’ve found grace inside a sound; I found grace, it’s all that I found and I can breathe, breathe now.”

“Breathe” by U2 (Hewson/Clayton/Evans/Mullen)

Allies & Friends

2009-12-18T10:56:00.001-06:00

IMG_4530, originally uploaded by Meridith Louise.

09/6/2009: Ceremony at the Arc de Triomphe

Moulin Rouge

2009-12-17T10:45:00.001-06:00

IMG_4159, originally uploaded by Meridith Louise.

Finally getting around to uploading the rest of the photos from my trip. This was taken towards the end of our afternoon walking around Montmartre.

Ready to Leave My Mark

2009-10-09T22:36:00.003-05:00

The start of the Chicago Marathon is now less than 33 hours away. I could barely sleep last night. What will I do the next two nights?

Today I attended the Marathon Expo at McCormick Place where all of the runners go to pick up their running bibs, timing chips, t-shirts and goody bags. There are vendors from a wide variety of sport nutrition companies, race reps, running gear gadgets, shoe companies, etc. who have booths set up that you can visit and pick up samples and buy stuff. Nike has the biggest section because they are the official seller of official Chicago Marathon merchandise.

As I took the escalator up to the exhibition level, I could feel a waive of emotion coming over me. I got teary-eyed just walking over to pick up my timing chip. It has taken a long time to get to this point. I have put a lot of hard work and sacrifice into this effort; and, just like the tag line from Myoplex, I'm "not done yet."

While waiting in line at the Asics booth to meet American Olympic runner Deena Kastor, I met Carola, another first time marathon runner, who came by herself all the way from Chile to run here in the Chicago Marathon. We shared our reasons why we're running the marathon and how emotional it will be for us. We were the last two people to meet Deena before she left. I told Deena that she has been such an inspiration. She wished me well. I was even able to take a picture of Carola and Deena together. It will be a nice memory for her.

"I always loved running ... it was something you could do by yourself, and under your own power. You could go in any direction, fast or slow as you wanted, fighting the wind if you felt like it, seeking out new sights just on the strength of your feet and the courage of your lungs." - Jesse Owens

Eiffel Tower in Sepia Tones

2009-09-23T20:35:00.001-05:00

Eiffel Tower in Sepia, originally uploaded by Meridith Louise.

Paris was amazing! It made turning 40 that much easier. I had two great runs through the city; one of which was a long run that began on an early Sunday morning before the sun even rose. You can see the city in a whole different light when you're out and about before the rest of the waking world.

My Footprint

2009-09-10T16:57:00.004-05:00

Create your own for Team World Vision at http://footprint.chicagomarathon.com/ and Bank of America will donate $1.00 to World Vision. Thank you.

Weeks 9-12: Get Your Mind Set; Confidence Will Lead You On*

2009-09-01T00:08:00.006-05:00

15 Miles: August 8th. Woke up to gray, overcast skies and a “breaking news” story on the Chicago Tribune that someone was shot and killed in Marquette Park overnight. There’s nothing like a killing in the park that you train in to cause you to think twice about heading out the door for your long run. After reading the full article, I come to find out that the tragic incident occurred east of the park. I head out the door right before 6:00 a.m. and tell Darrin that I may call and have him come pick me up if it starts raining hard. The first 2 ½ miles are fine – just a few light sprinkles; but, by my second lap, the sky gets darker and the rain begins to really fall. Should I stay or should I go? I decide to stick it out. The rain stuck around for about an hour and then it tapered off. The worst part was just being wet.

16 Miles: August 15th. When I left the house at 6:45 a.m., it was already 78 degrees and quite humid. It was one of the hottest days that we’ve had this Summer and I was kicking myself for not leaving sooner. My leg turnover was slow. I must’ve drank about 60 oz. of water and electrolytes in the first half of my run. Sometimes I swear I can feel salt coming out of my pores (sorry, I know that sounds weird and gross, but when you’re blowing through 2,000 plus calories on a run, you begin to notice bazaar things with your body). It’s like I wanted to run faster, but I just couldn’t. The heat just knocked me out and it wasn’t just me. A lot of my friends who are training for the Chicago Marathon also had similar issues with their long runs on this day. The best thing about this run was that I finally wore this Adidas running visor that I picked up months ago at an outlet store up in Wisconsin. This visor not only blocked out the sun, but it did a great job at soaking up the sweat and keeping the sun off my face. Celebration dinner later that night at Wildfire with Darrin to mark out 17th wedding anniversary.

12 Miles: August 22nd: This run seems like a walk in the park now. Although I stayed up too late the night before adding new music to my iPod, the loss of precious hours of sleep was worth it because the new tunes helped liven up this run. I still enjoy seeing my Saturday morning park friends who are doing their exercise thing each week. I wore my Team World Vision marathon t-shirt so that everyone can see what I’m training for. On the back it says, “26.2 for Africa.”

18 Miles: August 29th. My longest run ever. Remember that part of the movie in Forrest Gump when Tom Hanks is running all across America to the Jackson Browne song, “Running on Empty”? Well, that crossed my mind during this run (and the song is on my iPod, too). I now know that I need a new pair of running shoes because these New Balance have reached their limit. It was pretty cool out for August and the wind was fairly strong. I was able to see members of the Chicago Fire Soccer team who were at Marquette Park putting on a soccer clinic for the kids, which was cool. It’s always encouraging to see kids involved in sports. When I crossed over Kedzie, the passenger in a car going by looked at me and made the sign of the Cross (I wasn’t sure what to make of that). I still visualize race day and how it will play out. I do believe that I can finish the marathon in under six hours. My legs were incredibly sore for the rest of the day, but since this week is the two-year anniversary of my knee surgery, I’m quite happy to be where I’m at with my running … that I’m even running at all.

* Message I received on a fortune cookie in August.

Week 8: Routes and Road Trip

2009-08-02T22:09:00.005-05:00

Woke up last Saturday morning with a terrible headache/borderline-migraine. I had to run my 12 miles early because I was heading up to Wisconsin later that day with my best friend, Janice, and my daughter Caitlyn and her friend, Layne, for a much-anticipated Coldplay concert at Alpine Valley. As I headed out the door, Darrin wished me a good run and I burst into tears as I told him about the headache. I had taken Advil and my migraine medicine before I left the house and knew that once I got going, I'd be okay. About a half-hour into my run, I was feeling much better. Thank you, God!

Caitlyn and I at the Coldplay concert - Viva La Vida!

I extended my lunchtime runs on Tuesday and Thursday up to the Adler Planetarium and back on my old route, which gives me a 4 mile plus loop. Tuesday's run was the first attempt at this new route and it kicked my butt because it was 87 degrees outside and I didn't have a snack beforehand. I retried it on Thursday and had a much better result.

It seems like Wednesday's strength training sessions are the hardest to sneak in because of scheduling conflicts. I used our Wii Fit this past week because I had to take Alex to a doctor's appointment and couldn't make it to the gym. Every workout has to be written down or else it's too easy to be missed.

Fridays are a "rest" day, which make them even more great.

Yesterday morning, I completed my scheduled 13 mile run. It was the first time I had run that far since the half marathon in June. I felt so much better this time. I did not had to deal with any leg cramps, which made a huge difference.

It's nice seeing the familiar faces at the park during my Saturday morning long runs. The track boys always cheer me on when we pass on our loops around the park. When I start to visualize marathon day, I start to get emotional. I mean, as many of you know, I'm a pretty emotional person as it is; but, the training and preparation for this has been such a mental, physical and spiritual challenge for me that I cannot adequately put it into words. I'm running for a greater cause ... because I know that lives can be touched in a personal way.

http://www.firstgiving.com/meridithcanning

Week 7: In Search of Espresso Love

2009-07-20T21:12:00.005-05:00

Today begins week 7 of Chicago Marathon training. This past weekend’s long run was only 7 miles; so, from here on out, the distances increase until taper time. The GNC stores by my office are out of Espresso Love flavored GU (energy gel) and I haven’t had a chance to order a box of GU online. I've been stuck with the chocolate, which is just okay (much better than the orange flavor). I must find espresso love GU before this weekend’s long run!

I ran strong 800m repeats today at lunchtime on a treadmill (quite an improvement over last week). Basically, you run a half-mile as fast as you can at an even pace and then you jog an easy 400m (quarter mile). You complete the cycle until you reach the distance you are running (three miles for me today).

I’ve been doing my long runs at Marquette Park early on Saturday morning. Every weekend, I see the same people on their walks and runs through the park. We exchange our friendly waves, smiles and "good morning." The track is usually crowded with a mix of people by the time I crossover Kedzie on my first loop.

Loops. I have never been good with numbers; but, I have the mileage of every running loop that I utilize memorized down to a tenth of a mile. It becomes something of a sick obsession at times. Running and numbers just go together ... like peas and carrots ... like songs on your favorite iPod playlist. The long loop at Marquette Park is 2.4 miles; the lakefront lunchtime loop is 3.08. They are neatly stored under my Runner’s World profile where I log my runs. Once my long runs move over the 13 mile mark, I’m going to try to head down to the lakefront to join in the group runs with others who are a part of Team Work Vision.

I am greatly encouraged and motivated by everyone who has pledged their support to Team World Vision. I am running because I want to help change lives. http://www.firstgiving.com/meridithcanning

Clematis in Bloom

2009-05-23T10:22:00.003-05:00

These are the clematis that are growing in the southwest facing garden at my home. I photographed them this morning.

Earth Hour 2009

2009-03-27T22:30:00.002-05:00

Earth Hour 2009, originally uploaded by Earth Hour Global.

A small way to be a good steward of God's planet.

Remembering Marcell

2009-03-10T09:50:00.001-05:00

IMG_7557, originally uploaded by Meridith Louise.

Marcell Murphy, my daughter Caitlyn's friend and classmate, died early Sunday evening after an apparent heart attack during a basketball game. What can I say about Marcell? He always had a smile on his face and was helpful and polite. Marcell would be one of the first football players to run over to the concession stand after the Friday night games looking for food. He was a big guy with a big heart. Marcell was a senior and would have graduated this June.

Caitlyn shared a few stories last night on the way home. Last year, her and Marcell had a few classes together. In Spanish II, if the other boys were bothering her, he would ask her if she wanted him to beat them up for her. When she would walk by, Marcell would joke around and clear a pathway for her in the crowded hall.

I was worried because she did not show any emotion when she first starting receiving the news via text messages from her friends. She told me that she did cry once she was in her discipleship group. There were lots of counselors and youth pastors at school yesterday for the students and they had an opportunity to share stories or give a testimony about Marcell and their friendship during chapel. Marcell liked to sing; so, the student body sang "Amazing Grace" and "On Christ the Solid Rock I Stand".

Caitlyn told me last night that Marcell had just received his passport last week for his senior trip, where he would have been part of a group heading to Mexico to build pre-fabricated homes with his class for families who literally live in cardboard boxes. I believe the Class of 2009 will now have a greater drive in accomplishing this goal in Marcell's honor.
Please keep the Murphy family and the students and teachers of Chicago Hope Academy in your prayers at this time.

Buckland, Champion, Martin & Berryman in Section 119

2009-02-14T11:33:00.001-06:00

Buckland, Champion, Martin & Berryman in Section 119, originally uploaded by Meridith Louise.

Coldplay won three Grammy awards this past Sunday for "Best Rock Album" for Viva la Vida or Death and All His Friends, "Best Pop Performance by Group" for for Viva la Vida and "Song of the Year" for Viva la Vida.

I shot this picture during the band’s United Center concert back on July 23, 2008.

Randomness ...

2009-01-27T12:09:00.001-06:00

NavyPier050040, originally uploaded by Meridith Louise.

I shot this picture of my youngest daughter while we were on a boat ride along Lake Michigan in late August, 2005.

One Night, One Voice

2009-01-08T16:57:00.004-06:00

SaveDarfur.org has a post called "One Night, One Voice" that's worth checking out...

Silence the weapons of war. Help end physical and sexual violence against women in Darfur. What: An Advocacy…

New Year ... New Goals

2009-01-01T10:17:00.004-06:00

Welcome to 2009! After being unable to particiapte in last year's race, I registered this morning for the annual Shamrock Shuffle 8K. It's the first big race of the running season up here in Chicago and probably the largest 8K in the world. I'm excited because my goal is to train for and complete a half marathon before my 40th birthday in September. My friend Jennifer from work will be my training partner; so, that will be very helpful for the two of us. She wants to run the Chicago Marathon in October.

Today is our big New Year's Day family dinner. Darrin has to work; but, I'm busy cooking up a storm: turkey breast, ham, broccoli & cauliflower, sweet potatoes, mashed potatoes, stuffing, fresh cranberry sauce and gravy. I made a pumpkin pie this morning, too. It's our own tradition ... our parents and Janice come over for dinner, we give thanks to God for another year, we eat, we play games, we relax and welcome in the new year.

Looking Back 2008

2008-12-18T23:41:00.021-06:00

2008, December. Chicago is holding its breath tonight as another snowstorm is forecast to hit area in the next few hours. A few days ago, the evening rush hour was ground to a halt when snow fell upon the area. It took my dad close to five hours to drive home from work in Franklin Park that night. Why does Winter seem different now that were adults? Remember when you were a kid? The excitement of the first snow fall. Snow days. The Blizzard of ‘79 (if you grew up in Chi-town). Sledding. Making snowmen and snow angels. I’ll admit it – Winter is not my favorite season; but, on a few star-filled nights, it’s easy to let the wonder of your childhood memories come rushing back as you breath into your lungs the cold evening air and get that feeling that it’s good to be alive.

"A thousand times I’ve failed, still Your mercy remains
and should I stumble again still I’m caught in your grace.

Caitlyn (no. 7) playing in a conference volleyball tournament in October.

Caitlyn’s sophomore year of high school went by quickly. She is now in her junior year at Chicago Hope Academy and is beginning to take a look at colleges. Caitlyn continued to play volleyball this year and was the main setter on the junior varsity team. In May, we celebrated her 16th birthday with a giant fashion show that was held in our backyard. She had asked her closest friends from school and church to participate and everyone practiced and had a blast putting it together. (Here’s a link to the fashion show video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HXo9tO6cOLE). Caitlyn also took driver’s ed this summer and now has her permit. Yikes!

Everlasting Your light shines when all else fades.

Never ending Your glory goes beyond all fame.

Alex's long jump attempt at the C.A.L.L. Track & Field Event in May. She placed 1st in the 400 and 50 meter events for the 5th & 6th grade girls division.

Alexandra is in her 7th grade of elementary school now and has just begun practice for the upcoming basketball season at St. Andrew. She keeps busy throughout the school year by participating in all of the sports that are offered at school. During the Chicago Area Lutheran Association’s annual forensics competition last month, she placed 1st in Declamation for her performance of Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King’s "I Have a Dream" speech. Alex also celebrated a milestone birthday this year when turned 13 on November 7th. It’s hard to believe that Darrin and I are now the parents of two teenagers.

Alexandra and her friends celebrating her 13th birthday.

The girls goofing around at Janice's new condo.

Both girls had opportunities to spend a week at different youth camps this past Summer. Alexandra attended Northland Camp up in Wisconsin and Caitlyn attended Phantom Ranch with her youth group from Armitage, as well as Sunshine Cove with the girls from Chicago Hope before the start of the school year.

My heart and my soul, I give You control.

Consume me from the inside out, Lord.
Let justice and praise become my embrace to love You from the inside out.

In June, we spent a few days up in the Wisconsin Dells. We drove up right after the Midwest experienced torrential rain, which lead to heavy flooding. The big talk of the town was how Lake Delton emptied out its contents into the Wisconsin River. It was a sight to see. Later that week, the girls and I surprised Darrin with a 40th birthday party at a local restaurant. I’m pretty sure he wasn’t surprised, but I think that he had a good time with his family and friends that were able to attend.

Old friends ... Rob Daulton and Darrin.

This past year has been a transitional year for me physically. I headed back to the gym in January, but it took me a few months to gather enough courage to try running again after last year’s surgery. I had to get past a big mental block; but, on April 8th, I ran for the first time after an eight month hiatus. In May, I decided to get serious about reaching some health goals; so, I started working with a trainer once a week at my gym. It was tough, but it was worth it because the strength training really made the difference along with the cardio. During the warmer weather, I run at lunchtime with my friend Jennifer from work and it has helped with accountability and encouragement. I trained for and ran in the Nike Human Race 10K (6.2 miles) in late August on behalf of The Lance Armstrong Foundation. At the start of the race, it was 87 degrees, which made it one of the most challenging runs in my life. I finished in 1:12:46 and my knee felt pretty good afterward. Jennifer and I are going to train for a half-marathon next year. It will be my big 4-0 goal. I am grateful to once again have the ability to run.

Your will above all else. My purpose remains the art of losing myself in bringing You praise.

And I remember ... the beauty of freshly fallen snow; early morning prayers with a friend; the joy of freshly brewed coffee at 5:30 a.m.; the cougar roaming Roscoe Village; dreaming of Dublin mornings; working the concession stand along with other Chicago Hope parents at Altgeld Park during home football games on Friday nights; the "Faces of Women"; the Big Give; the lunar eclipse; honeysuckle and fuller hydrangeas; holding a plank pose; Looptopia with the girls; watching my daughters participate in their sporting events; Chef Gordon Ramsey telling me that I had a beautiful name; singing "Politik", "Lost" and "Fix You" along with Coldplay at the United Center; seeing the city bathed in an August sunset as we made the turn to head back north along the lake shore path; saying good-bye to our pet hampster, Adam; celebrating more "40th" birthdays; celebrating the U.S. Olympic team at the Oprah Show in Millennium Park; having a cough that never seemed to go away; hugs from the 4's & 5's on Sundays; landscaping the corner garden; perfect days; trying to track down Ringo Starr at Buckingham Fountain on his birthday with a little love and peace; U23D; Earth Hour; Guitar Hero and Rock Band jam sessions in our basement; hearing that one of my pictures was selected for inclusion on the Schmap Dublin Map Guide; running around the perimeter of Grant Park during Lollapalooza; our very own shower in the office; hearing a voice that’s still whispering; the ability to fill my lungs with air to breathe and muscles that continue to propel this still 30-something body; just how good God is ... "all for His glory."

Everlasting Your light shines when all else fades.
Never ending Your glory goes beyond all fame.

2009. May the new year bring you much love and peace. We pray that during this holiday season, you will be reminded of the blessings and gifts that money cannot buy. "For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Savior, which is Christ the Lord." Thank you for being a part of our lives.

Above: Caitlyn, Megan, Alexandra, Darrin, Jennifer & me ... at Megan's 16th & Jennifer's 21 birthday party in December.

And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise from the inside out. Lord, my soul cries out."
"From the Inside Out" by Joel Houston

Project Inspiration

2008-11-26T22:25:00.004-06:00

Edward Steichen: The Flatiron, 1904

"The camera is a witness of objects, places, and events ...

The technical process simply serves as a vehicle of transcription and not as the art."--Edward Steichen

A photographer that inspires me is Edward J. Steichen (1879 - 1973). In particular, I have been fascinated by the above photo of New York's famed Flatiron Building since it was part of an exhibition at the Art Institute of Chicago in the early 1990's. It's a dark photo, but it conveys a lot of emotion and color. It was shot over 100 years ago, but still has a modern feel to it. Some people dread the rainy days like the one shown in the photo; but, for us urban dwellers, our city can become a beautifully lit place of wonder. I guess that Steichen's photo of the Flatiron Building has always done that for me. Years ago, I tracked down a print of the photo from the The Metropolitan Museum of Art and had it framed ... and inspiration is never far away. Learn more about Edward Steichen here.

Things I Do ... Don't Do

2008-11-15T07:16:00.004-06:00

My fellow blogger, Wayfaring Wanderer, is running a "Green" Giveway in which you have to create a blog post listing five things that you currently do right now that can be considered eco-friendly and five things that you don't do, but could easily start doing. Here is my contribution:

5 Things I Do That I Consider To Be Eco-friendly:

I have blue bins throughout our home in which we recycle all of paper, glass and plastic products;
I've made the switch to CFL bulbs;
I've purchased recyclable cloth bags to use at the grocery store, rather than using plastic bags (besides, the cloth bags hold much more than plastic and are sturdier);
I don't throw used batteries in the garbage, but I bring them to a proper recycling place so that they don't end up in a landfill; and
We invested in new windows for our home this fall which our energy efficient.

5 Things I Don't Do, But Could Easily Start Doing:

I could finally get around to starting that composting bin that I've been planning for the back of my yard (I'd like to start a mini-composting bin for underneath our kitchen sink for table scraps, too);
Invest in a digital thermostat for our heating system so that we can program the temperature setting more efficiently;
To encourage the family to be more mindful about leaving lights on;
Use more eco-friendly household cleaners; and
Less food waste (our family is terrible with leftovers).

No, that wasn't so hard :-)

REDUCE. REUSE. RECYCLE ... be a good steward of God's green earth.

Happy Birthday, Alexandra!

2008-11-08T00:44:00.003-06:00

A few hours ago ... at 8:32 p.m. (I'm such a stickler for detail), my youngest daughter turned 13-years-old. I am now officially the mother of two teenagers. Alex tumbled into the world on a cold, Tuesday evening in a hospital room overlooking Lake Michigan. She is still full of energy and fills our lives and home with her laughter and craftiness; but, will always be daddy's little sweet pea and my little monkey.

Final Bloom of the Season

2008-10-23T22:06:00.003-05:00

This shot of a coneflower (or Echinacea) was among the first taken with my new camera this month. I'm so glad it's Friday ... and you?

Eagle Team Work

2008-10-15T14:07:00.001-05:00

IMG_6509, originally uploaded by Meridith Louise.

The Chicago Hope Academy Junior Varsity Volleyball team placed third in the CPC JV Volleyball Tournament this past weekend. Caitlyn (holding the trophy) and her teammates played well. The long volleyball season is nearing an end.

West Coast - Day Two: High Crosses, Warning Signs & Portal Tombs

2008-10-11T00:14:00.008-05:00

The majestic Cliffs of Moher.

The original tower house of Leamaneh Castle dates back to about 1480AD.

"Wild horses couldn't drag me away."

Janice & Meridith take it all in.

Look, Mom - no railings!

King Albert (waving) and Queen Paola of Belgium just happened to be on an

official state visit while we were at the Cliffs of Moher.

Hand-built stone walls are found throughout the countryside.

Kinvara Bay

Balancing Poulnabrone Dolmen

Wildflowers of The Burren

A high cross in Kilfrenora

Random email exchange from earlier today:

M: Ah, the change in the air during the two hours we were at the Cliffs. Being enthralled by that snail clinging to a blade of grass. Our bus driver and his stories. Our fellow tour mates. The ancient graves and the wildflowers that grew all around (and which I could not pick).

J: "LOL! The double potato! YES! I remember not being afraid of looking over the regulation side of the cliffs, but then going over to the “No Trespassing” side & FREAKING out about all the people walking along the path with no railings, only cliff. I mostly remember ... the beautiful live music coming from the top of the tower."

M: Unbloody believable! We even got to see a king!

Galway or Bust: Irish Rail is Your Friend

2008-10-09T20:35:00.006-05:00

I will let Janice's words describe our first day in Galway: "So, I’m thinkin’ we were in Galway at the great fish place (McDonagh’s) that seemed to be filled with tourist & only the locals used ‘take away’ service. Mushy peas … not so great. Curry sauce … FAB … or at least I thought so! You, not so much. But kudos to you for trying it!

Before dinner, we ambled through the shops on the main street & wandered to the shore to look at a bit of history. After dinner, you took a picture of the patches in the pub behind the bar. There was a Chicago patch there … as well as one Chicago fella & some American girl who was looking to hook up … so it seemed. The music was sporadic & the pub crowded & we were tired. I think we got an ice cream & a cab back to the B&B.

We were dead-dog tired by the time we made it back to the B&B … up that REALLY big hill (remember hauling our stuff up there?? YIKES!)! During the night, some fellow who was a “wee bit drunk” tried to get into our room! “Ian, Ian … .”

Sigh….good times! Tomorrow we go to the Cliffs!"

Sidebar: pulling into the train station in Galway, we noticed a lot of police action along the bay. Turns out that a young college student was found murdered earlier that morning. So, when the strange fellow was attempting to get into our room at the Asgard, it was a tad bit creepy. Geraldine, our host at the Asgard, didn't hear a thing. And, yes, there really was a BIG hill that we had to hike up to get to our B&B. We had a difficult time once we left the train station just trying to find College Road. It was really hot that afternoon, too.

Best fish 'n' chips in Ireland!

Our room in the Asgard.

Chicago's finest: perched on a bar on Galway.

Another pub.

The sign was hanging in the Galway train station.

The Spanish Arch is located where Galway's river meets the sea.

Lots of wool scarves and sweaters to choose from.

Galway Yoga Center is on the right.

Looking Back 10/8/07: Birthdays, Bewley's, Books & Bailey's

2008-10-08T10:15:00.020-05:00

It was a very cold October morning. We got dressed and walked east to grab some breakfast. "Nude" is a small chain of cafe shops which emphasizes healthy foods. It is owned by Bono's brother (I'm pretty sure he was there the day we stopped in, but someone does not believe me). It is the home of the best raspberry muffins in the world!

Janice and I started off our day with a guided tour of the historic Trinity College. Our very knowledgeable (and cute) guide told us all about Trinity, which included a stroll through the grounds and then we were able to view The Book of Kells, which is an illuminated manuscript in Latin of the four Gospels. It was transcribed by Celtic monks back in 800. It is an amazing piece of artwork. Only two of the four volumes are on display at one time. It was neat to learn about the inks and papers. The colors are still so vibrant. Learn more at: Book of Kells - Trinity College Library Dublin.

Shopping along Grafton Street. I love big red doors.

We headed over to Bewley's on Grafton Street for lunch. (Bewley's is famous for their tea). Let's just say it was interesting. The waitress we had was very confused about what was on the menu. I don't think Janice or I actually got what we ordered. We should've just went with a scone and tea.

St. Stephen's Green is a beautiful public park that is situated at the sound end of Grafton Street. Autumn was in full swing and the park was overflowing with color. The sculpture below was created by Edward Delaney and is entitled "Famine." It commemorates the Great Famine that occurred in Ireland in the mid-1800's.

"St. Patrick's Cathedral ... brought to you by Bailey's Irish Creme!"

One of my favorite pictures. Always read the small print! "Bring your own bag."

Happy Birthday to Janice! We celebrated her 40th birthday with a fabulous dinner at The Tea Room where everything is locally sourced. I surprised Janice with a collection of birthday wishes from family, friends and colleagues that I had collected before we left. After dinner, it was off for a night of "craic" (Irish term for fun).

We spent the rest of the night at Oliver St. John Gogarty's in Temple Bar singing along during a traditional Irish session. "Hey Jude" was sung at one point and later on everyone joined in for a rousing version of "With or Without You", which is when our English friend (in gray jacket below) grabbed my camera and filmed us for posterity. During the late night, a group of Danes and our English friend taunted one another, trading old World War II insults. We Americans were stuck in the middle. A dance-off ensued. We were asked to play spoons and dance. Carry on, shall we?

Our Danish friends.

Our English friend.

One Year Ago Today ...

2008-10-06T13:04:00.005-05:00

"Welcome to Ireland!" greeting at the Dublin Airport

Janice and I left Chicago aboard an American Airlines flight on our way to Ireland to begin an adventure which would mark the celebration of her 40th birthday and my first trip to Europe. I've been having flashbacks of our journey and would love to go back again one day. Until then, there's always pictures and words.

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Morning Has Broken ... October 7th in Dublin

2008-10-06T12:00:00.016-05:00

Of course, we stayed here; it is owned by Bono and The Edge.

The River Liffey (Ha'penny Bridge is in the background).

The back of Christchurch Cathedral (founded in 1030).

With the time change, we actually arrived in Dublin on October 7th, which was an early Sunday morning. Janice purchased the bus tickets with Euros that her mom had given to her. We soon learned that "Quay" is not pronounced the same way that us Americans would pronounce it and it was the first of many trips on buses and trains managing our luggage. It was a cold morning and my knee was a bit swollen from the flight. We were alert enough to get off the bus in the Temple Bar area - not too far away from the Clarence - but not close enough that it was a hop, skip and jump. Cobblestone streets and empty Guinness kegs dotted our route up to Wellington Quay. Once inside the Clarence, we were treated wonderfully ... and we kept our sleepy eyes open just in case Mr. Hewson happened to be in the house.

Janice and I did take a little nap and then took a walk west toward Christchurch Cathedral, where we took part in the late afternoon Vespers service. The church is amazingly historic. On the way over to the cathedral, we walked past the place where Handel's first performance of "The Messiah" took place.

We attended an evening Vespers service at Christ Church Cathedral. This was a "light a candle for peace" display.

The view from our room.

As we were leaving the evening song service, we noticed this woman preparing a late Sunday afternoon picnic for this kitty. It was very formal and cute.

Orchids in the Clarence Hotel.

A pub dedicated to writers in Dublin.
Looking up ... St. Patrick's Cathedral.

Our first day concluded with an early dinner at a restaurant/pub off of Dame Street. We sat up on the second floor in a room adorned with a tin ceiling and ate fish & chips. It was difficult to understand our waiter because he had such a thick Irish accent. He told us about how differently the people out west in Cork spoke. I was tired, but it was one of the best meals I've ever had because we were excited about the week before us and the adventure of traveling in a foreign place all on our own. Although I was thousands of miles from home and my family, they were never far from my thoughts ... I wished they could've shared in the adventure.

The Cross: Remnants of 9/11 at Ground Zero

2008-09-11T06:32:00.007-05:00

Do you remember where you were seven years ago today when you first heard the news?

We must never forget.

My Nike Human Race 10K Experience

2008-08-31T17:19:00.004-05:00

I'm running on behalf of Lance Armstrong's LiveStrong Foundation, which was created to inspire and empower people affected by cancer. The foundation provides practical information and tools for people with cancer so that they can live life on their own terms. The Lance Armstrong Foundation also works to unite people to fight cancer and aims to pursue an agenda focused on prevention, access to screening and care; improvement of the quality of life for cancer survivors; and investment in research. I plan to run strong to honor the courage and bravery of family members and friends who have battled cancer over the years.

5:20 p.m.: On the Orange line train heading down to Soldier Field. Lots of runners getting on at the Kedzie and 35th & Archer stops. I'm just wondering if I drank enough water today. It's very hot (about 87 right now). The key will be to pace myself for the first two miles - not start out too fast. There's not a cloud in the sky!

5:35 p.m.-ish: The Roosevelt Road stop on the CTA 'el line is a sea of red-shirted runners of all sizes, shapes and colors. Everyone is making one long exodus east to Soldier Field. A number of us have the same idea ... stop at the AM/PM mini-mart at the corner of Roosevelt and Wabash to pick up water, Gatorade, Propel, etc. The sun continues to beat down on the city as it sets. It will take another 10-15 minutes to walk over to where we're told gear check is located on the east side of Soldier Field ... this is where the disorganization of this race began to rear its ugly head.

5:50 p.m.-ish: Gear check was supposed to be at Gate 9; but, in reality, it was actually located inside the gates of the stadium. The signage and system was terrible. I understand that they had a large number of runners to deal with (closed to 14,000), but there were obvious organizational/setup problems. They needed more room. By the time I got my backpack checked, I had 15 minutes to use the bathroom and the start of the race.

6:15 p.m.-ish: The lines inside Soldier Field were long; so, I headed outside to the port-a-potties. They only had about 25 port-a-potties and the lines stretched back close to 40 people deep. I stood in line for about 10 minutes, but I was getting nervous about the start of the race; so, I decided to hold it in and just head to the starting corrals.

6:30 p.m. You were supposed to line up based upon your minute per mile pace, but that was thrown on the window because there just wasn't enough room on Museum Campus Drive for everyone. The race started close to 10 minutes late. It took me close to 20 minutes to even get to the starting line from where I was in the corral.

6:50 p.m.: I'm finally running! It is hot ... too hot (upper 80's still). There are lots of people cheering us on which is great. Less than a 1/4 mile into the run, there are people taking walk breaks already, which blows me away. I've dedicated the first mile to my former co-worker Maureen, who is a breast cancer survivor, and all women who are battling breast cancer. The first mile includes a run through the McCormick Place West dock. It is incredibly hot and there is no air circulating through this long tunnel-like area. There is light at the end of the tunnel! First mile split: 11:11. The water station was mobbed. I tried not to trip or slip on the plastic cups that they were using. Drank a little water and poured the rest on my shirt. There is an official cheering section for Chicago's 2016 Olympic bid along this section. Banners featuring various 2016 logos line both sides of the street and we're cheered on by 2016 volunteers, including Olympian Michael Conley. Very cool!

The second mile is dedicated to my cousin Michael in his successful battle against bladder cancer. We continue south and I feel more settled and comfortable in my pace. We're actually running on Lake Shore Drive at this point. It seems like we're never going to turn around ... like we're going to run all the way to Hyde Park. There is this one female runner who is way pumped up and keeps shouting positive statements like "I'm doing it!" "we're doing it!" "I'm making history", but more people are getting annoyed with her. She'll sprint for about 30 seconds and then walk for another 30. As we approach the uphill exit ramp to Oakwood Blvd. to head east toward the three mile mark, she's no where to be seen ... or heard. I hit the 5k mark somewhere near 35 minutes. I'm still within my goal time. My third mile is dedicated to all the kids fighting childhood cancers and their parents and healthcare workers ... I think of Janice and all of her patients - the ones that she lost and the ones that have survived.

I head into my fourth mile with a little drink of Gatorade and a band playing Tom Petty's "American Girl". The sun is setting over the city and I can see downtown. We are finally heading north, but we are so far south. The sleeves of my shirt are so wet - making it difficult to wipe the sweat off my forehead. This mile is dedicated to Julia and other childhood cancer survivors who are battling cancer yet again in adulthood. There is a breeze coming off the lake and it does wonders. I am happy with my time at the 4th mile split. I feel good.

It's getting real dark now and little kids who were picnicing with their families are lining up along the running path and giving us high-fives. I am trying to high-five as many hands as I can because these kids (and adults, too) are a big encouragement to all of us in this last stretch. Perhaps, one of these boys or girls will be encouraged themselves to take up running one day, too. Lots of the runners are taking walk breaks now. I am trying to pick up the pace and finish under 1:10. I say a prayer for the people of New Orleans as they are fleeing their homes to escape the wrath of Hurricane Gustav.

My time at the 5 mile mark was about 58 minutes or so. It was really hard to see anything on the path because the lights were still out (not good). We began to hear lots of ambulance sirens. Along this stretch, I saw three people injured along the course. One man took a nasty fall and banged his head on the ground. I dedicated this last mile to my mom in her successful battle against lung cancer and skin cancer. Lake Michigan is right next to us and we can now see Soldier Field before us. We are running east of the old McCormick Place. It seems like it is taking forever to get to the finish line. There are a few people cheering us on. As we begin to approach the 6 mile mark, I can hear the public address announcer speaking and he's announcing the names of runners as they cross the finish line. I make the final turn onto Waldron Drive and see the finish line. I completed the course and kept my faith.

All finishers were given a baton-like container which held a finishers bracelet to commemorate the event. I grabbed some ice for my knee from the first aid tent and then made my way to gear check to retrieve my backpack (still very chaotic). Inside Soldier Field, Chicago's hometown band Fall Out Boy performed a concert for all runners and volunteers.

My official time: 1:12:46.

August 24th ... Milestone

2008-08-24T22:02:00.003-05:00

Today is the one-year anniversary of my knee surgery. I got up early this morning and ran my longer Marquette Park route, which brought me close to 6 miles. The knee felt good. I felt blessed to have the ability to once again be able to go outside on a clear Sunday morning and just move one foot after another and feel my muscles working, my heart pumping and lungs filling up with air. It's good to be alive.

First Race of 2008!

2008-08-21T10:47:00.006-05:00

Last Thursday night, Jennifer and I ran in the Race Judicata 5K, which was a benefit for Chicago Volunteer Legal Services. It was a rather momentous occasion as it was Jenn's first official race and my first race back from surgery. The weather was wonderful for an August night in Chicago. We hit the first split in 10:45 (mile 1), which definitely surprised me. My official time was 33:53. Jennifer finished a few seconds ahead of me. She has definitely caught the running bug and is interested in running the Chicago Marathon next year. My next race: the Nike Human Race 10K on 8/31/08.

Running partners Jennifer (165) and Meridith(167).

Check Out My Dublin Picture on Schmap!

2008-08-13T21:35:00.005-05:00

In mid-July, I was notified that one of my Dublin photos from my Flickr album was "short-listed" for inclusion in the fifth edition of the Schmap Dublin Map Guide. Schamp provides digital travel guides for destinations throughout Europe, the U.S., Canada, Australia and New Zealand (like Frommers and Fodors, but free). Although no payment is given for publication, the Schmap Guides do give photographers their work recognition and wide exposure. I just received an email this afternoon advising that my photo was selected for inclusion; so, I'd thought I'd share the news with all of my blog-world friends. The photo that they are using will be listed under the "Dublin Bus Tours" section. I even get a photo credit in the listing.

The photo was taken on a crisp, cool October morning outside of the Dublin airport on the morning that Janice and I arrived (that is her on the right). We loaded all suitcases and took the no. 16A Dublin Bus into the famed Temple Bar area of Dublin. It was rather adventurous as we weren't really sure just where to get off the bus once we made past the River Liffey. I mean, I had studied maps of Dublin religiously before our trip, but once when you're in a foreign country, it can be very different. Anyhow, instinct kicked in and we got off the bus right near Dame Street and Dublin Castle (a few blocks away from The Clarence) and we scurried north up the cobblestone streets with our big suitcases in tow and a week full of adventure to be had.

"It's Such a Perfect Day ..." (My Coldplay Concert Review)

2008-07-29T18:44:00.008-05:00

Last Wednesday, Caitlyn and I attended Coldplay's concert at the United Center. We had front row tickets on the the third level that were smack dab in the middle of the stadium. The concert was amazing! Chris, Jonny, Will and Guy rocked the house, playing most of the tracks off their new album, "Viva La Vida or Death And All His Friends". They also shot a video for the song "Lost!" which required them to play the song twice. The sing-alongs to "Fix You" and "Yellow" were enormous and overtook Chris Martin's vocals.

Unfortunately, I ran into huge problems with my camera (it just decided to freeze up in a weird half-way focus position) and the section we sat in was filled with a bunch of people whom I will simply call lame for a lack of a better word. Most normal, music-loving people attend a concert to have a good time because they're genuine fans of the band ... they have looked forward to the concert for a long time ... they have paid A LOT OF MONEY for their ticket ... they want to show their appreciation by getting up off their seat and clapping their hands, dancing if so moved ... singing aloud ... you get what I'm saying, right? There were people in our section who didn't even get up when they ripped into "Viva La Vida" (which sounds much better live) and "Clocks". It just really bugged me. It sounds a little harsh, but if you want to sit the whole time, stay at home and listen to the CD. (I've been throwing around this idea in my mind ... rather than a word scrabble verification, I think Ticketmaster should institute a trivia question quiz for people purchasing concert tickets for various bands so that only real fans can get tickets). Okay, thanks for letting me vent.

Again, the concert itself was great. This was my second time seeing them performing live. I first saw Coldplay when they came through town in '06 on the Twisted Logic Tour. The sound was much improved this time. I've become a huge fan of Jonny Buckland, the lead guitarist (I don't know what it is about those British boys). Each member of the band is an accomplished musician in their own right and they play more than one instrument. Caitlyn and I have joked around about plotting ways to fly across the pond to follow the band on the European leg of the tour. Perhaps, we can volunteer for Oxfam and get into the shows for free!

Here are a few of my pictures and a link to the rest on Flickr: Coldplay in Chicago (072308) Viva La Vida Tour.

Jonny and Chris during "Viva La Vida".

The band performing "Chinese Sleep Chant" on a side stage. It's too bad my camera was only semi-operable because normally this would have been an amazing shot :-(

Jonny, Will, Chris and Guy in Section 109 of the UC performing "Scientist."

Will on vocals for "Death Will Never Conquer."

Chris and Guy after the paper butterfly effects of "Lovers in Japan."

"The sky could be blue, I don't mind, Without you it's a waste of time, Could be blue, I don't mind, Without you it's a waste of time."

Strawberry Swing by: Coldplay

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From the casino’s to the Windy City..

2008-07-23T14:00:00.001-05:00

From the casino’s to the Windy City..

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A Hot Summer's Day at Daley Plaza

2008-07-18T08:21:00.003-05:00

Yesterday, I walked up to the farmer's market at Daley Plaza with Tamar during lunchtime. A group of students performed a few dance movements out on the plaza under the blazing hot sun. The teens are a part of the City of Chicago's "After School Matters" program, which provides training in a partnership with the Joffrey Ballet. These were kids were very good.

The Past Week (and a Half)

2008-07-16T21:44:00.006-05:00

I had every intention to update my blog last week, but a few techno issues involving my new Blackberry prevented me from doing so. Okay, it sounds lame, but it is a totally viable excuse. When you can upload photos and post text while riding the 'el into work, you're definitely making the most of your time. Anyhow, here are highlights from the week that was:

Last Monday (July 7th) was Ringo Starr's birthday. He wanted everyone around the world to join together at Noon and say, "peace and love." The rumor was that he was to appear at Buckingham Fountain in Grant Park. Since it's along my usual running path and I'm a HUGE Beatles' fan, I ran over and waited along with 35 others in the misty rain for Ringo to appear. We waited ... and waited ... until someone in the group received a phone call. It turned out that Ringo was over at the Hard Rock Hotel -- a block and a half from my office. Sigh. At Noon, we all did raise our hands up and make the peace sign.
During Tuesday's run, a stranger high-fived me as I ran by, which, in a funny-strange way, provided motivation.
Isn't it wonderful to just have a day where you can just hang out at home and do NOTHING! Saturday was that day for me. Outside of pulling weeds in my garden and attending a graduation open house in the evening, it was a lazy day. Darrin bought the Wii Fit game and the four of us were down in the basement taking turns exercising with our little Wii characters.
The graduation open house that we attended was for the daughter of Darrin's best friend, Jim. Danielle is the first of our friends' kids who has graduated high school and is moving on to college. They played a DVD of pictures beginning from when she was a baby up through her childhood and it included the graduation ceremony. It was set to music and almost all of the women watching it got teary-eyed. I can't imagine how much more emotional I'll be when Caitlyn graduates in two years.
Speaking of tears, I caught the end of "Steel Magnolias" tonight on the Oxygen network and cried, too.

"We will sing ..."

2008-07-10T10:30:00.001-05:00

PICT0112, originally uploaded by Meridith Louise.

I decided to shoot a few pics in black and white during worship time at last night's SST junior high session. I liked the way the cross stood out and was illuminated by the light from behind.

i Hear - It's Super Summer Time!

2008-07-07T11:08:00.001-05:00

Today is the official Super Summer Time kick off at our church. I'm volunteering this year with the junior high teens overseeing registration. As you can see from the video, it's a loud, crazy week of fun, music, hype and challenge all designed to reach out to youth who are in desperate need of hope and truth. i hear ... do you?

God Bless America!

2008-07-04T10:23:00.001-05:00

Backyard Fireworks, originally uploaded by Meridith Louise.

We're getting ready to head down to the Taste of Chicago with my parents to sample the culinary treats of our city's various restaurants. Later this afternoon, we'll drive out to Indiana for our annual 4th of July BBQ at Darrin's sister's house. More food, swimming and the big fireworks extravaganza in celebration of our country's birthday ... my home sweet home.

Lake Delton ... After the Rains Came

2008-06-24T22:12:00.002-05:00

PICT0034, originally uploaded by Meridith

We spent a few days up in the Wisconsin Dells last week and were able to see what's left of Lake Delton. As you may have heard, the Midwest has endured some intense rains and flooding recently. On June 9th, after days of torrential rains, the lake began to overflow its banks, washing away homes and emptying its contents into the Wisconsin River. Here is a link to the photos in my album: http://flickr.com/photos/9968241@N04/sets/72157605799647180/

40

2008-06-19T22:24:00.003-05:00

Today is my husband's 40th birthday. Earlier in the day, we spent a few hours at Montrose Beach playing volleyball with the girls and then we had dinner over at his parent's house this evening. This has been a birthday that he has somewhat dreaded because the number sounds so much larger than it actually is. He said to me last night that he doesn't feel like 40, but who can really say what 40 or any age does feel like? Oh sure, your body does shoot off its own warning signs of its impending loss of youth: achy knees, gray hair, slower metabolism, etc.; but, each birthday also gives you an opportunity to look back and look forward ... to see just how blessed you really are. To rise up from your bed after a night of sleep in a safe and secure home, the opportunity to fill your lungs with air, to walk, to see, to smell, to taste, to hear your children laugh, to run on the sand, the ability to live another day ... we will rejoice and be glad in it. Happy Birthday, Darrin!

Clematis

2008-06-06T11:49:00.001-05:00

Clematis, originally uploaded by Meridith Louise.

I have two clematis vines in my yard. It has taken four years for the white-flowering one to produce enough flowers to cover the trellis it now covers. Unfortuantely, the blooms only lasted about three weeks. I was able to snap a few pictures earlier this week before they were all gone.

Memorial Day '08

2008-05-26T15:39:00.004-05:00

We've marched every year in the McKinley Park Memorial Day Parade since the girls were babies. It's a family tradition. McKinley Park is the neighborhood on the southwest side that we used to live in before we moved and bought our house in West Lawn. It's the 'hood where Darrin grew up and where his parents still live. It was a very sunny and warm morning and according to the VFW Post, they had the biggest turnout in the parade history.

I am proud to say that members of my family and close friends have honorably served our country through the military. My birth father, stepdad Larry and Uncle John all were members of the Army and served during Vietnam. My brother-in-law Larry was a Marine and also did a tour of Vietnam. Darrin's brother David spent time overseas with the Army in the late 80's. My cousin's husband, Ryan, was among the first National Guard members to patrol Iraq during Operation Iraqi Freedom. Regardless of where you stand politically, we all need to remember the sacrifices of the fallen men and women from the Revoluntionary War to the present who have died.

"The bugle has sounded
Its notes drift away, this time now belongs to you ...

On this day for one brief moment hear the silence fill the air.

Think of those who walked beside us; Now no longer there.

Then, don't cry, but hear their laughter for their spirit lives inside,
Let the mysic stream of mem'ry fill our hearts with pride!

Make us humble, make us knowing, and reflect on what is done ...

One this day for now, forever
Make this nation one!

On this day, fall all the fallen, make this nation one!"

"On This Day" by: Charles Strouse

"Faces of Women": Caitlyn's 16th Birthday Fashion Show (Part 2)

2008-05-20T09:39:00.001-05:00

Darrin had to change out the batteries in the camera, so here's the second part of the show.

"Faces of Women" Caitlyn's 16th Birthday Fashion Show (Part 1)

2008-05-20T09:36:00.001-05:00

Caitlyn had talked about doing a fashion runway show for her 16th birthday for a long time. She was able to pull it off with the help of her friends. Details to come ...

Sweet 16

2008-05-16T13:01:00.006-05:00

Caitlyn entered the world on a sunny Saturday at 11:38 a.m. 16 years ago today and she changed my life. It's hard to believe that so much time has past since the changing of diapers and here we are now ... edging closer to college. We are so proud of the young woman that she has become.

... mark, get set, Go!

2008-05-14T23:02:00.005-05:00

It's too late for me to up on a week night, but my "to do list" for Caitlyn's sweet 16 birthday party is not getting any shorter. I'm multi-tasking at the moment (cleaning up memory cards, uploading photos to Flickr, watching Top Chef and blogging).

We spent last Saturday cheering on Alex at her track and field meet. She did very well, taking first place in the 5th & 6th grade girls 400 meter and 50 meter, as well as placing in the softball throw, running jump and girls' relay.

While at the meet, I had a flashback to the day I raced Monique T. in 9th grade at the Marquette Park track during a youth activity. I remember running as fast as I could and barely being able to catch my breath. I had to beat her because the boy I liked really liked her and, well, you know how those things go. We were neck and neck for most of the race, but I somehow managed to pull ahead at the end. My racing days are long over and I now look forward to running a 5K with Alex this Summer.

Tools of the trade.

Alex holding all of her ribbons.

Free Burma: But Help Myanmar Now!

2008-05-08T09:05:00.008-05:00

It is being reported that 22,000 people have died in Myanmar as a result of Cyclone Nargis. The death toll can top over 100,000. CNN is reporting this morning that corpses are piling up because there is not enough fuel to burn the bodies. There is insufficient clean drinking water and food. You want to know why?

The country is under the rule of a military junta (bad people), which is not official recognized by the U.S. and other nations. Aung San Suu Kyi (good), the Nobel Prize winning pro-democracy leader of the Burmese people has been under house arrest since 1990. Last September, monks attempted to lead an uprising, but their efforts were met with brutal force by the military junta. The free flow of news is limited in the country. The military junta has been dragging its feet in granting visas for aid groups and giving clearance for aid flights to land.

Here's a link to an article on CNN updating the current situation: http://www.cnn.com/2008/WORLD/asiapcf/05/08/myanmar/index.html

World Vision is a Christian relief organization that helps people worldwide. They have been providing aid to the country of Burma/Myanmar for 40 years. World Vision currently has 500 aid workers stationed in Myanmar. Surprisingly, according to CNN, the junta has specifically asked World Vision to help provide aid to the survivors of the cyclone. They are in the right place at the right time. I encourage you to click on the title above which is a link to World Vision's website and if at all possible, please give to help the people of Myanmar.

Sights, Sounds, Smells & Calculations

2008-05-02T10:56:00.009-05:00

It is a glorious, Spring morning ... if you have the pleasure to be marooned at home on this rainy, first-Friday of May. As I walked up to the 'el station, the air smelled just like it did when I walked through St. Stephens Green last autumn. A certain freshness that envelops your senses and makes you feel more alive, even on a cloudy, gray day.

I am almost at the seven month post-Ireland mark; which, in reality, should probably be defined as "five months to the one year anniversay of our trip to Ireland." I know, I'm a little OCD on these type of things.

The peonies in my garden are growing by leaps and bounds. I placed the ring supports around them last night because they're shooting up rapidly. My Japanese peony will be yielding blooms just in time for Caitlyn's 16th birthday.

Sounds that I like to hear:

George Harrison's slide guitar towards the end of the song "What is Life";
a groggy "I'm up" when I call up to Alex on a school morning;
laughter among friends;
the good news of babies being born to friends;
joining along with a few thousand friends singing Psalm 40 ...

What sounds do you like to hear?

"... another beautiful name."

2008-04-29T16:35:00.005-05:00

Today I met British chef Gordon Ramsay at Macy's during a promotional appearance for his new book, "Gordon Ramsay's Fast Food". Ramsay's BBC show "Ramsay's Kitchen Nightmares" is one of the few shows that Darrin and I will sit down and watch together. (Ramsay seemed to get a kick out of hearing that tidbit). My friend Sandra and I made our way through a one hour long que for the book signing, but it was worth it. He was extremely pleasant, charming and chatted with everyone. When Ramsay saw my name on the Post-it for the inscription on the book, he commented, "another beautiful name" in that British accent of his. I babbled on about how it was a pleasure to meet him (hoping in the back of my mind that my words were making sense)and then I shook his hand. Sandra and I said good-bye and then it was over. We stood by the side and giggled like a bunch of school girls. We headed back to the office clutching our new cook book and savoring the moment.

Chef Gordon Ramsay

Sandra couldn't wipe that smile off of her face.

Gordon and I in deep conversation ... too bad I spaced our and forgot to mention that my name was spelled in the Welsh tradition. He's a runner, too!

Earth Day '08: What Can You Do?

2008-04-21T21:10:00.010-05:00

A few simple ideas:

you can begin recycling paper, plastic and/or glass (start with one);
switch to CFL lightbulbs;
turn off lights when you leave a room; or instead of using plastic bags at the grocery store, buy some reusable canvas bags (lots of stores are offering them).

My conservation goal for this Summer is to start a compost bin in my backyard. It'll eventually produce rich nutrients for my garden.

Let's all take good care of God's creation ... the earth and people, too.

My best friend, now an international speaker on pediatric oncology, is a tree hugger, too! Here, she's huggin' a tree in St. Stephen's Green, Dublin, Ireland.

Oprah's Big Give Features Chicago Hope Academy

2008-04-20T07:34:00.006-05:00

My daughter, Caitlyn, attends Chicago Hope Academy (http://chicagohopeacademy.com), which is a three-year old Christian high school located on the near west side of Chicago. The founders of the school, Bob & Tina Muzikowski, used to attend our church and had a desire to open a Christian high school in the city for many years. They organized the Near West Side Little League, which grew to be one of the largest little league organizations in the country -- reaching out to kids in the inner city who desperately need avenues like sports to keep them off the streets. It has been amazing to see how God answered prayers by opening the doors to CHA in the fall of 2005. What has been accomplished in these three years has been nothing short of miraculous. Yes, there have been bumps in the road, but God is faithful and He continues to amaze.

Chicago Hope Academy will be featured on this Sunday's season finale of Oprah's "Big Give" on ABC (7:00 p.m. CDT). I'm asking everyone to watch and, more importantly, to pray for CHA and the lives of the young men and women that the school is able to touch in the name of Christ.

Go Eagles!

The Week in Review (So Far)

2008-04-18T10:41:00.005-05:00

Well, what a week it was! The city was invaded by a roaming cougar that found his way into Roscoe Village. He met his untimely death at the hands of Chicago's finest. (Photo: courtesy of the Chicago Tribune).

Temperatures finally reached the 70 degree mark and we can now see the layers of Winter grime slowly beginning to fade.

Finally, a 5.2 earthquake centered in downstate Illinois shook people awake up here in Chicago this morning. My mother-in-law told me that she thought it was an airplane rocking the house. I was in a deep sleep, apparently, because I didn't feel a thing. I woke up 45 minutes after the fact and felt very cheated and left out. Ironically, we had a meeting scheduled for the safety evacuation team at work today.

Springtime in Chicago

2008-04-06T19:40:00.003-05:00

A tree lifting up its arms in praise of sky blue skies.

The first flowers to bloom in my garden (paperwhites).

Sedum peeking out from underneath the remants of last year's growth.

It was a beautiful day!

40 Years Ago Today ... "Shot rings out in the Memphis Sky"

2008-04-04T09:45:00.003-05:00

My First Run in Eight Months

2008-04-03T16:13:00.004-05:00

Since coming back to the gym in January, I have faithfully stuck to the elliptical machines. I had wanted to start running in January, but my surgeon told me to continue working on strengthening my left quadricep muscle before I even thought about running. In the back of my mind I knew I wasn't ready, but I did know that I had to get serious about conditioning myself.

Lunchtime yoga on Wednesdays has been a regular part of my post-surgical routine since November. Nathan, my yoga instructor, has told me recently that he has noticed much improvement in my poses, which made me very happy. The women of my family are plagued by tight hips; so, obviously, this plays into our knee and feet problems.

Back to the what I was getting around to say ... I have worked up to a consistent 30 minute cardio cycle on the elliptical machine (2 miles) during the past month. Each day I'm at the gym, I watch in envy as the runners do their thing on the treadmills. I would tell myself that I'd give it a try next week.

This past weekend was the Shamrock Shuffle 8K race -- a race that I have run in for the past 6 years, but I could not run. I wanted to, but could not train. I was not ready physically. My quad was not ready. My knee was not ready. My mind was not ready. My heart was not ready ... or was it?

Since Nathan spent last week hiking throughout Arizona, yesterday's class was spent practicing Warrior II and desert poses. It was a tough class and I woke up this morning feeling the effects of it. I fought with myself to even go to the gym at lunchtime today, but I did go. I decided that this would be the day. I would put aside my fear and just try to run on a treadmill.

I did a 16 minute warm-up on an elliptical machine and then self-assuredly walked over to an open treadmill. It was a newer, gadget-filled treadmill. I put my feet on the tracks to the side and hit "quick start" and off we went. For the first three minutes, I felt awful. I mean, I felt sick because I wasn't sure what to expect ... was my left knee going to explode? Once I got past the five minute mark, I got my breathing into a decent rhythm and calmed myself down. My iPod was cranking "I Will Follow" and everything was coming back to me. I remembered what it felt like and this felt good.

I ran for 14 minutes between 4.5 and 5.0 mph and cooled down for another three minutes. I ran my first mile today in 12:20. I am ready.

Let's Play Two!

2008-03-31T11:56:00.010-05:00

Today kicks off the baseball season for our beloved Chicago Cubs and White Sox. The Cubs have a 1:20 p.m. start against the Milwaukee Brewers at Wrigley, but with dropping temperatures (we're around 41 right now), fog and rain in the mix, I'd be surprised if they're even able to make it to the 3rd inning. The White Sox will be facing the Cleveland Indians on the road this afternoon with Mark Buehrle taking the mound.

On a side note, I was pleasantly surprised to see that the Chicago Sun-Times had published a little piece that I wrote in today's edition of their "Talk Back" section.

Warped Priorities:
I was appalled to read in Sneed's column on Thursday how Gov. Blagojevich issued his "help me on this" plea to local politicos in his eager attempt to help the Illinois Sports Facilities Authority buy Wrigley Field. What is he doing about the ever-escalating cost of college
education in the state of Illinois? Perhaps he should ask the state legislature to help him on doing something to put a lid on the costs of pursuing an education at the public universities in our state.

Earth Hour: Chicago 2008

2008-03-29T19:56:00.004-05:00

At 8:00 p.m., we turned off our lights for one hour. "Earth Hour" was created by the World Wildlife Fund last year in Sidney, Australia (learn more by visiting http://www12.earthhourus.org. According to ComEd, there was a 5% reduction in electric usage in Chicago between 8:00 p.m. and 9:00 p.m. tonight. It's a start. Be a good stewart of the earth God created.

Worthy is the Lamb

2008-03-23T21:49:00.008-05:00

Easter morning worship in Chicago.

"The shackles are undone

The bullets quit the gun

The heat that’s in the sun

Will keep us when there’s none

The rule has been disproved

The stone it has been moved

The grave is now a groove

All debts are removed

Oh can’t you see what love has done?

What it’s done to me?"

Window in the Skies by: U2

Happy St. Patrick's Day!

2008-03-17T11:51:00.006-05:00

St. Patrick's Cathedral in Dublin.

The inside of St. Patrick's Cathedral (Árd Eaglais Naomh Pádraig). It is the largest church in Ireland, founded in 1191. Jonathan Swift, author of Gulliver's Travel's was the dean of this cathederal from 1713 to 1745.

This stone was uncovered below the surface of the traditional site of St. Patrick's Well. Tradition holds that the first converts to Christianity were baptized by St. Patrick there.

Go mbeannaí Dia duit -- May God bless you!

All photos taken in October, 2007 in Dublin, Ireland by Meridith ©

Poulnabrone Dolmen

2008-03-12T15:04:00.003-05:00

This portal tomb is one of two located in The Burren in Western Ireland. These large stone tombs were built throughout Western Europe during the Neolithic or New Stone Age when the practice of farming was first becoming established.

A New Guitar

2008-03-04T21:55:00.002-06:00

"Three cords and the truth."

I think she liked her surprise.

Girl's Best Friend

2008-02-29T15:58:00.004-06:00

We have finally reached the end of February. This Winter has been a long, cold & snowy one. I've been sick for most of this month, but I'm hopeful that the first peeks of crocus popping up and the potential of 40 degree plus weather this weekend with rid my body of what ails me.

Despite the congestion and on-and-off cough throughout this month, I managed to keep up with yoga class on Wednesdays, but I ditched the gym up until yesterday. I figured it was time to get back into a schedule; so, I did 20 minutes on the elliptical machine and called it a day.

We had Brody neutered two weeks ago. He still acts crazy ... and he loves the snow.

"I'll see you again when the stars fall from the sky and ...

2008-02-21T14:05:00.005-06:00

the moon has turned red over One Tree Hill." One Tree Hill By: U2

My attempt to capture the lunar eclipse in February with my digital Minolta set up on a tripod in our frozen backyard in a star-filled, Winter sky. It was intensely cold, but beautiful to behold.

Seeking God

2008-02-19T10:40:00.002-06:00

Our church is doing a 40-day prayer focus leading up to Easter entitled "Seek God for the City 2008." Today's passage just happened to be "Seeking God ... to rescue people enslaved in spiritual darkness." I thought that this picture captured today's theme perfectly ... it's framed in complete darkness, but the light brings forth the hope that is to come.

"And I will appoint you as ... a light to the nations, to open blind eyes, to bring out prisoners from the dungeon and those who dwell in darkness from the prison." Isaiah 42:6-7

"Jesus said to them, 'For a little while longer the Light is among you. Walk while you have the Light, so that darkness will not overtake you.'" John 12:35

Walk on.

Stained glass window panel; picture taken at Christ Church Cathedral, in Dublin, Ireland, October, 2007 ©

Happy Valentine's Day

2008-02-14T14:34:00.001-06:00

PICT0047, originally uploaded by Meridith Louise.

Irish Hydrangea from County Cork. I took this picture while strolling the grounds of Blarney Castle in October, 2007.

"... the greatest of these is love." I Cor. 13:13

Last Weekend ... in 3D

2008-02-09T20:35:00.000-06:00

I've been battling a cold for the past two weeks; so, that is my defense for the lag in my posts. I did muster enough energy to make it to down to Navy Pier last weekend to see U2 3D with Janice. It was an amazing way to see the band perform ... would've been so much better if the crowd was more into it, but very cool nonetheless. At one point, it seemed like I was going to get hit upside the head by Adam's bass guitar during one song. I also liked the over-head angle they shot Larry playing drums because it gave you a very different perspective that you don't get to see in regular concert DVD's. Two thumbs up!

I also ended up taking my daughters to see the Hannah Montana 3D movie (because I promised). Caitlyn & Alex are really more fans of the Jonas Brothers, but they seemed to like the whole concert ... Miley Cyrus and all.

Back to this weekend ... we were with Alex down in Crete today while she was cheering at a basketball tournament for the boys' basketball team. (Bruins won 1st place!) Caitlyn is working her first real job this weekend at one of the concession stands at the auto show. Winter refuses to cut us some slack. The high temperature tomorrow is supposed to be 4 degrees with windchills -20 degrees. I'm ready for a little sun ... and a good night's sleep.

"Where you live should not decide whether you live or whether you die ..."

2008-01-21T21:05:00.000-06:00

We survived a weekend of below zero wind chills and the AFC and NFC Championship games. Although we were rooting for the Packers to win, we will gladly cheer on the Giants against the Patriots when Super Bowl Sunday rolls around in two weeks.

I actually made a real sit-down meal after church yesterday: baked lasagna, salad and garlic bread. Janice came over to catch up and share some stories from her recent medical missions trip to Haiti.

Last week, I discovered the show Ramsay's Kitchen Nightmares on BBC America. I love it! Basically, award-winning chef Gordon Ramsay goes to a failing restaurant and works as a troubleshooter there for a week with the staff in an effort to turn things around. It is not pretty because he calls it like he sees it. If the head chef is lazy, he's not afraid to say it to his or her face. He gives them ideas to change their menus. Ramsay makes a return visit to each restaurant a few months down the road to see how they have fared with the changes. He drops a lot of F-bombs, but they are beeped out. It's very British and great to watch.

Goals for this week: elimination of migraine triggers, make it to the gym three times this week (plus yoga class)

Til Tuesday

2008-01-08T08:56:00.000-06:00

The view southbound on Inner Lake Shore Drive, taken on a CTA bus, Jan. 8, 2008, 1:30 p.m.

I'm sitting at work listening to the end of "Creep" by Radiohead and watching the rain fall over the CNA building and the Field Museum. I just read on the Chicago Tribune website that another 15-year-old was shot and killed in Logan Square last night. Does it ever end? Violence continues to perpetuate around the world. God's heart does ache.

1:15 p.m. I leave my orthopedic surgeon's office for what will probably be the last time. There remains a 2 cm. difference between my left and right quadricep muscles. Dr. G is glad to hear that I'm back at the gym and laughed at my holiday excuses because he did the same. He encouraged me to keep working on strengthening the quads and to hold on running until I notice some definite improvement. I'm to follow-up with him in six months if I'm having any problems with the knee at that time. It has been a little over four months since surgery. It seems like I lost a huge chunk of time from July 27th (the day of the final, fateful run) up through physical therapy, but that is now all in the past and I'm ready to make another go at it.

On the way back downtown, I saw a camel while riding the No. 151 bus through Lincoln Park.

"I'm here to make you happy."

2008-01-07T09:46:00.000-06:00

It's the 7th day of January and it is officially 60 degrees in Chicago at 9:48 a.m. It may be odd, but I won't complain -- grey street grime and all. As I walked in this morning, I was blown away by the view of the lake front from my office's reception area. It reminded me of that scene from Forrest Gump where Forrest and Capt. Dan are out on the boat in the Bayou during sunset (where Capt. Dan thanks Forrest for saving his life in Vietnam). Lake Michigan was calm and still and framed by pinks and muddled blues.

Today will be my first official day back at the gym (I tagged a membership onto Darrin's Bally's membership). My goal: 10-15 minute warm up on the elliptical machine and then weight training. I'm putting running off until I notice some definite strength improvement in the quads. Wednesday is yoga and I'll repeat again on Friday. Baby steps ...

U23D

2007-12-26T12:14:00.001-06:00

Looking Back 2007

2007-12-19T23:17:00.001-06:00

2007, December. The days are getting shorter and the nights colder, while flannel sheets now grace our beds. Autumn came and went without any effort to get the garden ready for next Spring. Lots of our plans were put off ... not purposefully, but, sometimes, life just happens and we still can find the beauty in the remainder of the day.

"The splendor of a King, clothed in majesty. Let all the earth rejoice, All the earth rejoice.
He wraps himself in Light, and darkness tries to hide and trembles at His voice, trembles at His voice."

The year was filled with the usual day-to-day activities and a few unexpected events. Caitlyn completed her freshman year of high school at Chicago Hope Academy – go Eagles! She’s now firmly entrenched in her sophomore year, with classes including chemistry, Spanish II and world history. Caitlyn made the volleyball team again and is working hard being a Student Ambassador. In July, she had an incredible opportunity through school to spend a week working in Ensenada, Mexico by helping to assemble pre-fabricated homes for some very needy families. The project was part of the Arial Home Initiative, in conjunction with Youth With a Mission. (Here’s a link to pictures and info on the build: http://www.arialhome.org/Past%20Builds.htm;
click on the July 26-26, 2007 link).

Alexandra is now a 6th grader and in the junior high youth group. She participated in each and every sport offered during the school year and has just begun practice for the upcoming basketball and cheerleading season at St. Andrew. Her new passion is skateboarding and before it turned cold, she spent a lot of time in the backyard practicing "ollies" and "pop shove it" off the ramp that Darrin built for her. Alex took 2nd place in the storytelling division of the Chicago Area Lutheran Association’s annual forensic competition in November during her performance of "The Three Silly Billies".

In June, we spent a week out in California visiting Darrin’s sister Dawn and her husband, Larry. We spent a day up at Zuma Beach in Malibu. While the girls and I were out in the surf, Darrin relaxed under the partial cover of an umbrella, but he still managed to get a second-degree sun burn on his ankles. We finally made it down to Orange County to visit Knott’s Berry Farm. The girls got a kick when just the three of us took a drive up through the Hollywood Hills, Brentwood, Beverly Hills and down Rodeo Drive. We wrapped up the week with a trek down to Huntington Beach with Dawn & Larry where we staked out a fire pit near the ocean, swam, ate, made smores and relaxed. The sunset was breathtaking and we were able to watch porpoises feed in the water about 150 feet out.

In September, Darrin and Alex fulfilled their dream of owning a dog by brining home a Maltese puppy which we named "Brody". Lottie is slowly warming up to the new addition to the family. Sometimes it feels like our house is a zoo with everyone running up and down, in and out and away and after each other.

I started noticing pain in my left knee late last year, which I thought was just runner’s knee. I was able to run the Shamrock Shuffle 8K with Darrin and Caitlyn in March, but took two long breaks up through July. During my last attempt to run in July, I made it only three steps before I felt a horrible, ripping-type pain shoot down my leg. An MRI confirmed it was a lateral tear of the left medial meniscus. So, on a Friday in late August, I underwent an arthroscopic surgical repair on my knee. My orthopedic surgeon (the best ever), discovered I also had the start of a tear on the anterior meniscus as well. Darrin, Janice and the girls took exceptional care of me at home and I was able to return to work (with crutches) the following Thursday. I only had six weeks to recuperate from the time of my surgery to the day Janice and I were scheduled to leave for Ireland; so, after a few weeks of physical therapy, I was physically ready to make the journey with Janice to the Emerald Isle to celebrate her 40th birthday.

IRELAND. I’m still thinking about the sights, sounds, people, places ... it was magical, it was beautiful, it was exhausting, it was adventurous. We started in Dublin, staying at The Clarence (Bono’s hotel) across from the River Liffey and near the Temple Bar area for two nights. Lots of walking down Grafton Street, a tour of Trinity College, a viewing of the Book of Kells, took in an evening song service at Christchurch Cathedral and a tour of St. Patrick’s. * A three hour train ride took us to Galway on the west coast. We took a tour of The Burren in County Clare (home of megalithic tombs and portal dolmens) and the Cliffs of Moher (breathtakingly beautiful). The King of Belgium just happened to be on an official state visit and stopped by the Cliffs while we were there. Every county that we visited was different (especially dialects). * Cork had a different feel; a bit edgier than Galway, but very urban. We found our way to Blarney Castle and made the trek up to the top to kiss the Blarney Stone. The view of the estate from the top was worth it, especially with all of the trees in their autumn splendor. * Another long bus ride took us back east, down to Waterford, where we did the Waterford Crystal factor tour. You really get to appreciate the craftsmanship that goes into each piece. Janice and I had to make an Amazing Race-type dash to catch a train back up to Dublin for our final two days. * Back in Dublin, we did more shopping, toured the Guinness Brewery and walked around O’Connell Street. We cheered along with visiting Brits while watching the English beat the French in World Cup Rugby during dinner one night. * Ireland is so rich in history. A history that is worth learning about. Our guided tour of Kilmainham Gaol (jail) left me speechless. You can read about the 1916 Easter Rising to get started. This trip made me appreciate refills on coffee, ice, the 16 oz. beverage size, good signage and transit maps that actually show you which direction you’re heading to. * I’ve posted all of my digital pictures on flickr, which you can view at your leisure at: http://flickr.com/photos/9968241@N04/sets/72157603498499246/.

"Age to age He stands and time is in His hands, Beginning and the end, beginning and the end. The Godhead Three in One, Father Spirit Son, the Lion and the Lamb,
the Lion and the Lamb."

And I remember ... the beauty of freshly fallen snow; early morning prayers with a friend; the joy of freshly brewed coffee at 5:30 a.m.; walking through St. Stephen’s Green; Evening Song in Christ Church Cathedral; Dublin mornings; parents who pray; yearning to run when I couldn’t; a better year of growing hydrangeas; the Danes vs. the Brits at Oliver St. John Gogarty and the "With or Without You" sing-a-long; Looptopia; catching the girls’ sporting events; the climb to the top of Blarney Castle to kiss the Blarney Stone; hearing Stewart Copeland’s familiar drumming as The Police finally took the stage at Wrigley Field; watching a sea lion in the water off Zuma Beach in Malibu; body surfing with Alexandra in the Pacific; running with Caitlyn during her first race; the beauty of the Cliffs of Moher and the roar of the Atlantic Ocean below; watching Alexandra chase Brody around the backyard; the noise from the MRI; celebrating the first of the "40th" birthdays of friends; hugs from the 4's & 5's on Sundays; expanding my garden in the patio; the porpoises of Huntington Beach; cicadas; lunchtime spent in the Lurie Garden at Millennium Park; getting the news that Chicago has a chance to host the 2016 Olympics; fish & chips at McDonough’s in Galway; the excitement and letdown of the Chicago Bears; catching up with old friends during our mini 20th high school reunion get together; walking through the damp and dark cells in Kilmainhim Goel; being wheeled into a cold room and feeling the burn of the anesthesia in the IV; hearing a voice that’s still whispering; the stillness of the Burren; the ability to fill my lungs with air to breathe and muscles that continue to propel this still 30-something body; and just how good God is.
"Name above all names, Worthy of our praise, My heart will sing How great is our God."

2008. May the new year bring you much love and peace. I pray that your celebration of the Savior’s birth will remind you of all that He has done for you in giving His life as a ransom for all "For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Savior, which is Christ the Lord." Thank you for being a part of our lives.

"How great is our God, sing with me, how great is our God, and all will see how great, how great is our God."
"How Great is our God " by Chris Tomlin

These are Days

2007-12-19T17:05:00.001-06:00

PICT0011, originally uploaded by Meridith Louise.

West coast of Ireland, near The Burren.

I'm Thankful For ...

2007-11-21T22:19:00.000-06:00

... so much. My Bo, the girls, my family ... the gift of sight, the pleasure of taste ... gifted doctors and modern medicine ... pets to care for, mouths to feed ... friends that pray, a God that hears ... .

May your Thanksgiving Day celebration be filled with all the people that you hold dear.

"Snail" shot at the Cliffs of Moher, Ireland, October, 2007

Marathon Weekend

2007-10-05T14:10:00.000-05:00

This Sunday will be the final running of "The LaSalle Bank Chicago Marathon". Bank of America has just completed its take-over of LaSalle Bank; so, next year there will be a name change for this premier event.

There's nothing like standing on the sidelines cheering on all of the runners. We used to stake out a spot near U.S. Cellular Field -- around mile 19 -- and watch the elite runners (including Catherine Ndereba, Khalid Khannouchi and Paul Tergat) go by first. I'd shout out "Jambo!" as the Kenyans and their rabbits flew by.

There is such an incredible feeling of excitement and energy as all of the runners pass by. You get a chill from seeing the Team in Training and World Vision runners who are running to raise money for cancer research or to help African families and children affected by HIV/AIDS. The rest of the field is made up of different men and women from all walks of life ... young and old, first time marathoners and 10-year veterans trying to set a new PR ... middle-aged women with their names written on their t-shirts who smile brightly and pump their hand up in the air when you shout out their name for encouragement... men wearing pink t-shirts declaring that they are running in memory of a loved one ... bodies with less than 20% body fat to Clydesdale runners. They all pound the flat, fast pavement snaking through Chicago's vibrant neighborhoods -- each destined to reach their goal to justify the months of training.

At lunch today, there were lots of people walking back from the marathon expo with their race packets slung across their shoulders. The sun was shining brightly and there was a definite feeling of hype in the October sky.

I wish I could run. I have a few months to go before I'll feel comfortable enough to get back out there. My knee is continuing to heal and I'm grateful that I finally got it taken care of. I'm placing my sights on running in next Spring's LaSalle Bank Shamrock Shuffle 8K ... wait, I mean the Bank of America Shamrock Shuffle.

So, to Barbara P., Michelle S. and the 40,000 other runners who will line up Sunday morning ... run strong!

Hebrews 12:1 "... let us run with endurance the race that is set before us ..."

Two Days

2007-10-04T10:40:00.000-05:00

Janice and I will be flying to Ireland to celebrate her 40th birthday in two short days. After physical therapy tonight, there'll be some last minute shopping and then one last day of work. This will be my first trip to Europe ... I'm so excited!

Bits & pieces from the last month:

began physical therapy three weeks ago and it has helped to strengthen my leg; my surgeon gave me the green light for the trip and asked me to bring him back a picture of my knee on the Blarney Stone;
inched closer to 40 myself by turning 38 on September 5th; Darrin and the girls gave me an iPod because he was embarrassed to see me with my portable CD player;
Dawn & Larry left California and moved back home to Chicago;
the girls are in the midst of volleball season and doing well in school; and
the garden is winding down; the sedum and pansies are the last bits of color; had lots cucumbers and there are a few tomatoes left on the vine.

I'm determined to be more regular in my posts. Expect lots of pics from the trip.

Introducing the Newest Member of Our Family ...

2007-09-10T16:08:00.001-05:00

Brody the Maltese

Alexandra's long wish has come true!

"They say it's your birthday ... "

2007-09-05T14:35:00.000-05:00

Today is the beginning of my 38th year of life. I survived the surgery and the awful affects of anesthesia. The knee is getting stronger and the limp is slowly disappearing. I'm so thankful for family and friends, cookie and flower bouquets, my beautiful daughters, fresh tomatoes and cucumbers from my garden and answers to prayer. "It is well with my soul."

IT'S GOOD TO BE ALIVE! (Compliments to Mr. Lin Brehemer)